Horrifying as it was for me 可怕的，因为它是我

To see your face today, 看到你的脸今天，

I guess I knew that it would happen at some point. 我想我知道这会发生在一些点。

And I dreaded it because I knew 我害怕，因为我知道，

That you would be so kind. 那你会这么好心。

You're good at that; you've got it right down to a science. 你擅长什么;你这样做是正确下降到一门科学。

   

So you observe the strict rules laid out in the books of etiquette 所以，你看到的礼仪书规定的严格的规则

And tell me you hope I enjoy my stay. 告诉我你希望我喜欢我的风格。

And I feel numb, and I can't believe 而且我觉得麻木了，我都不敢相信

That I was stupid enough to leave my bed today. 我是愚蠢今天离开我的床。

If I'm so smart, then why is this happening? 如果我那么聪明，那么为什么会出现这种情况？

   

You know, I hate this fucking town. 你知道吗，我恨这个他妈的小镇。

You cannot even leave your fucking house 你甚至不能离开你他妈的房子

Without running into someone who no longer cares about you-- 如果没有运行到别人谁不再关心你 -

Somebody whom you desperately want to see, 有人就是你拼命想看到的，

But you know it's only going to cause more grief 但是你知道它一定会引起更多的悲伤

'Cause there is nothing left to say, 因为没有什么可说的，

And he can't hear you anyway. 他听不到你啦。

   

It's so confusing 'cause I really want 它是如此令人困惑，因为我真的很想要

To hate you, but my intellect reminds me 恨你，但我的理智提醒我

That that doesn't make no sense. 那不就没有任何意义。

And I wanted to be your friend, 我想成为你的朋友，

But I couldn't pull it off in the end. 但我不能，最后把它关闭。

And I'm disappointed with myself because I thought I could. 我很失望，我自己，因为我觉得我可以。

   

But then again you always made it clear 但话又说回来，你总是说得很清楚

That you do not care either way-- 你不关心任何方式 -

Which begs the question, 这引出了一个问题，

"How can I still claim to love you?" “我怎么能还声称爱你吗？ ”

You told me time and time again 你告诉我，一次又一次

That you don't lose--you always win-- 那你不输 - 你总是win--

And that to make an effort would just be beneath you. 和作出努力也只是你下面。

   

You know, I hate this fucking town. 你知道吗，我恨这个他妈的小镇。

You cannot even leave your fucking house 你甚至不能离开你他妈的房子

Without running into someone who no longer cares about you-- 如果没有运行到别人谁不再关心你 -

Somebody whom you desperately want to see, 有人就是你拼命想看到的，

But you know it's only going to cause more grief 但是你知道它一定会引起更多的悲伤

'Cause there is nothing left to say. 因为没有什么可说的。

He can't hear you anyway. 他听不到你啦。

 

Now, I'm packing my bags again, 现在，我再次收拾行李，

And you are not inside of them. 而你不是他们的内部。