Disintegrating 崩解

In glazed eyes and red stains 在釉面的眼睛和红色的污渍

I’m thinking this has to be 我想这已经是

The biggest case of “I told you so” 最大的情况下， “我告诉过你”

I know I’m being petty 我知道我是小

But when Nellie turned and said, 但是，当尼尔森转身说，

“Can’t say Dallas doesn’t love you…” “不能说达拉斯不爱你......”

I almost laughed before you put your hand on my knee 你把我的膝盖你的手之前，我差点笑

To stop me, 为了阻止我，

Please stop me 请阻止我

Like I couldn’t stop you 就像我无法阻止你

From disintegrating 从崩解

The young woman you waved to 这个年轻的女人你招手

For that moment I hated you 对于那一刻，我恨你

I imagined you dead and that I was finally free 我想象你死了，我终于自由

And that’s when it happened 而当它发生的

‘Did I will it to happen?’ “难道我就这样的事发生？ ”

Was all I was thinking as I 一切都是我的想法，因为我

Held your head in my hands 保持你的头在我的手中

This is a tight sleeve, 这是一个紧定套，

The fucking engines of this plane are shrill 这架飞机的他妈的发动机刺耳

My lips are bloodless 我的嘴唇毫无血色

Please, stop me 请阻止我

Please, stop me 请阻止我

Like I couldn’t stop you 就像我无法阻止你

From disintegrating 从崩解

The face of that young aid 那年轻的援助脸

Glancing back over LBJ’s shoulder 回眸在林登·约翰逊的肩膀

I heard him say, “I’ve got a sure-fire way to win a second term 我听到他说， “我有一个安全可靠的方式来赢得连任

Put a hit out on his wife 放一炮打响了他的妻子

The sympathy vote would be a landslide”? 同情票将是一个滑坡“ ？

You weren’t really thinking that, were you? 你是不是真的以为，是你吗？

Did you? 是吗？

Were they killing you? 被他们杀了你？

Or were they just missing me? 还是他们只是想我了？

And if you were in my place 如果你在我的位置

Would you be…Disintegrating? 你是...崩解？