I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss 我是不是能够对付的痛苦和损失

And the darkness would surround me 和黑暗将我包围

What could've been? What should've been? 能够做什么了？我应该去过？

Pain 疼痛

   

And with the state of affairs and the way that I was 而随着事态，而我的方式

I took a pistol from the closet 我把手枪从衣柜里

I loaded a round, I opened my mouth 我装了一轮，我张开嘴

Closed my eyes, said goodbye 闭上了眼睛，说了声再见

Then 'click' 然后“点击”

   

I would find 我会找到

Another way 另一种方式

   

Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell 现在，我可以告诉它是愚蠢的地狱

And the guilt was overwhelming 和内疚是压倒性的

Oh how could I do something to you 哦，我怎么会做东西给你

Like that which had been done to me 像这样的已经做了我

   

I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead 我猜要么我死了，或我是幸运的，而不是

And the shame of this will haunt me 而这种耻辱会缠着我

Then strange voices started making noises 然后奇怪的声音开始大吵大闹

Out of something boring 出来的东西无聊

Then I made my choice to 然后我做了我的选择

   

Find 查找

Another way 另一种方式

Yes, I would 是的，我会

Find 查找

Another way, yeah 另一种方法，是

   

Cuz I can barely eat 因为我几乎不能吃

And I can barely sleep 我几乎无法入睡

And I can barely think of anything but? 我几乎无法想到的任何东西，但？

   

"Well, "Well" “嗯， ”好“

   

Yeah, I can barely eat 是的，我可以勉强吃

And I can barely sleep 我几乎无法入睡

And I can barely think of anything but? 我几乎无法想到的任何东西，但？

   

"Well, Well, Well" “好，好，好”

   

Because the weight of the world was amusing to some 因为这个世界的重量是一件有趣的一些

We would sign a record contract 我们将签署一份唱片合约

And then you, her to me, 然后，她对我来说，

Said you got worse to me 说你对我变得更糟

And brought supplies when I was sick 领物资的时候我生病了

   

Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell 现在，我是肮脏的，有疑问，我空的地狱

I knew better from the onset 我知道从一开始好

Of a party in a limousine 在豪华轿车的一方

With faces from a magazine 从一本杂志的面孔

A stripper sitting next to me 一个脱衣舞娘坐在我旁边

Just begging me to let her go and 只是乞求我让她去

   

Find 查找

Another way 另一种方式

Would you find 你会发现

Another way, yeah 另一种方法，是

   

Cuz I can never eat 因为我不能吃

And I can never sleep 我也从来不睡觉

And I can never think of anything but? 我也从来没有想到的任何东西，但？

   

"Well, Well" “好了，好了”

   

Yeah, I can never eat 是啊，我也从来不吃

And I can barely breathe 我几乎无法呼吸

And I can barely speak of anything but? 我还可以勉强说的什么，但？

   

"Well, Well, Well" “好，好，好”

   

Because no one 因为没有人

Ever 自从

Really 真的

Could love me 能爱我

No one 没有人

Ever should 到底应不应该

   

Yeah, no one 是啊，没有人

Ever 自从

Really 真的

Should love me 应该爱我

No one 没有人

Ever would 永远会

   

No one 没有人

Ever 自从

Really 真的

Could love me 能爱我

No one 没有人

Ever would 永远会

   

Yeah, no one 是啊，没有人

Ever 自从

Really 真的

Should love me 应该爱我

No one 没有人

Ever would 永远会