When I heard the news, 当我听到这个消息，

my heart fell on the floor. 我的心脏在地板上倒下了。

I was on a plane on my way to Baltimore. 我是在飞机上对我的方式巴尔的摩。

In these troubled times it's hard enough as it is. 在这乱世它够硬，因为它是。

My soul has a known a better life than this. 我的灵魂已知更好的生活莫过于此。

   

I wonder how so many can be in so much pain, 我不知道有这么多的可以在这么多的痛苦，

while others don't seem to feel a thing. 而其他人似乎不觉得累。

Then I curse my whiteness 然后，我骂我的白度

and I get so damn depressed. 而我得到这么该死的郁闷。

In a world of suffering, 在痛苦的世界，

why should I be so blessed? 我为什么要如此幸运？

   

I heard about a women who lives in Colorado. 我听到关于一个女人谁住在科罗拉多州。

She built a monument of sorts behind the garage door, 她内置的各种背后的车库门纪念碑，

where everyday she prays for all whom are born 在那里，她每天都在祈祷所有的人是天生的

and all whose souls have passed on. 和所有的灵魂都通过了。

Sometimes my trouble gets so thick, 有时候，我的麻烦变得那么厚，

I can't see how I'm gonna get through it. 我不明白怎么我会通过它获得。

But, then I'd rather be stuck up in a tree 但是，那么我宁愿被卡住在树上

then be tied to it. 然后可以把它捆起来。

   

There is so much more. 有这么多。

   

I don't feel comfortable with the way my clothes fit. 我不觉得舒服的方式我的衣服适合。

I cant get used to my body's limits. 我不能习惯了我的身体的极限。

I got some fancy shoes to try and kick away these blues. 我得到了一些花哨的鞋子，试图揭开这些远离忧郁。

They cost a lot of money but they aren't worth a thing. 他们花费了很多钱，但他们是不值得的事情。

I wanna free my feet from the broken glass and concrete. 我想不受碎玻璃和混凝土我的脚。

I need to get out of this city. 我要离开这个城市。

Lay upon the ground stare a hole in the sky, 躺在地上盯着一个洞的天空，

wondering where I go when I die. 想知道我走到哪里，当我死了。

...When I die. ......当我死了。