i'm scared of swimming in the sea 我怕游泳在海

dark shapes moving under me 黑影在我搬家

every fear i swallow makes me small 每一个恐惧掏空让我小

inconsequential things occur 无关紧要的事情发生

alarms are triggered 报警被触发

memories stir 回忆搅

   

it's not the way it has to be 这不是它必须是这样

   

i'm afraid of what i do not know 我害怕，我不知道是什么

i hate being undermined 我讨厌被削弱

i'm afraid i can be devil man 我怕我会成为魔鬼的男人

and i'm scared to be divine 我很害怕是神圣的

don't mess with me my fuse is short 不要惹我，我的保险是短

beneath this skin these fragments caught 这个皮肤下面这些片段抓

   

when i allow it to be 当我允许它为

there's no control over me 有没有控制我

i have my fears 我有我的恐惧

but they do not have me 但他们没有我

   

walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods 通过林下走，房子在树林

the deeper I go, the darker it gets 更深层次的我走了，颜色越深它得到

i peer through the window 我在窗口同行

knock at the door 敲门

and the monster i was 和怪物，我是

so afraid of 所以不怕

lies curled up on the floor 谎言蜷缩在地板上

is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy 正蜷缩在地板上，就像一个男婴

   

i cry until i laugh 我哭，直到我笑

   

i'm afraid of being mothered 我很害怕被mothered

with my balls shut in the pen 与我的球关在笔

i'm afraid of loving women 我怕爱的女人

and i'm scared of loving men 我很害怕爱的男人

flashbacks coming in every night 倒叙进来，每天晚上

don't tell me everything's alright 不要告诉我的一切是正常的

   

when I allow it to be 当我允许它为

it has no control over me 它比我无法控制

i own my fear 我拥有我的恐惧

so it doesn't own me 因此它并不拥有我

   

walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods 通过林下走，房子在树林

the deeper i go, the darker it gets 更深层次的我走了，颜色越深它得到

i peer through the window 我在窗口同行

knock at the door 敲门

and the monster i was 和怪物，我是

so afraid of 所以不怕

lies curled up on the floor 谎言蜷缩在地板上

is curled up on the floor just like a baby boy 正蜷缩在地板上，就像一个男婴

   

i cry until i laugh 我哭，直到我笑