You still cross my mind from time to time. And I mostly smile. 你还是过我的脑海不时。我主要是微笑。

Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why 还在找出我们错在哪里，为什么这么设置

So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen, 所以，我追溯我们的每一步都与一个不自信的笔，

trying to figure out what my head thinks, 试图找出我的头认为，

but my head just ain't what it used to be. 但我的头是不是它曾经是。

And then again, what's the point anyway? 然后再次，有什么意义呢？

I remember you ascending all the stairs up to the balcony 我记得你所有的上行楼梯到阳台

to see if you could see me - hidden quietly away 就看你能看见我 - 隐藏悄悄地走

And I remember the skin of your fingers, 我记得你的手指皮肤，

The spot three quarters up I'd always touch when I was out of things to say. 现货四分之三了，我会一直摸的时候我在外面的事说了。

You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak and I could never understand. 你握着我的手，但你不敢说，我也无法理解。

I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me, and I swear, 我还记得你在快吻我俯下身，我发誓，

that not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand, 这不是地球上的一个单一的势力也阻挡不了我的手在颤抖，

And I remember how you smiled through the smoke 我记得你穿过烟雾怎么笑了

in a crowded little coffeehouse and laughed at all my jokes. 在一个拥挤的小咖啡馆，并嘲笑我所有的笑话。

And I remember the way that you dressed and, 我记得你穿好衣服的样子，

how we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat 我们是如何浪费了我们最好的酒精和汗水

And I remember when I knew that you'd be leaving, how I barely kept up breathing 我记得，当我知道你会离开，我怎么勉强跟上呼吸

and I bet if I had to do it all again, I'd feel the same pain, 我敢打赌，如果我不得不做这一切，我感到同样的痛苦，

And I remember panicked circles in the terminal in tears. 我记得在流泪终端恐慌界。

How I wept to god in fits. I've hated airports ever since. 我如何在千篇一律哭神。自从我讨厌机场。

It must be true what people say, that only time can heal the pain. 别人说什么，只有时间可以治愈伤痛它必须是真实的。

And every single day I feel it fade away, but - 而每一天，我觉得它消逝，但 -

I still remember how the distance tricked us, 我还记得我的距离欺骗我们，

and lead us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured. 带领大家无奈的手腕在坑里被吞噬。

I still remember how we held so strong to this, 我还记得我们是如何保持如此强劲到这一点，

though we had never really settled on a way out. 虽然我们从来没有真正解决的出路。

I still remember the silence, and how we'd always find a way 我还记得沉默，我们怎么会一直找路

to turn and run to our mistakes. 打开并运行我们的错误。

I still remember how it all came back together just to fall apart again. 我还记得这一切是如何回来在一起只是为了土崩瓦解了。

My dear, I hear your voice in mine. 亲爱的，我听说在我的你的声音。

I've been alone here, I've been afraid, my dear. 我一直一个人在这里，我已经怕了，我亲爱的。

I've been at home here. You've been away for years. I've been alone. 我已经在家里这里。你已经离开多年。我独自过。

I breathed your name into the air; I etched your name into me. 我呼吸你的名字到空气中; í铭刻你的名字变成了我。

I felt my anger swelling; I swam into its sea. 我觉得我的愤怒肿胀;任我游到它的大海。

I held your name inside my heart, but it got buried in my fear. 我握着你的名字在我的心脏，但它得到了埋在了我的恐惧。

It tore the wiring of my brain; I did my best to keep it clear. 它撕毁了我的大脑的布线;我尽力保持它清楚。

So, dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head. 所以，亲爱的，不管我们如何的一部分，我甜甜地抱着你在我的脑海。

And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead. 如果我不想念你的一部分，我的一部分已经死了。

If I can't love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend. 如果我能够不爱你的情人，我会爱你为好友。

And I will lay a bed before you; keep you safe until the end. 我会躺在床上，然后;保证您的安全，直到结束。