I had a show a few weeks ago 我有一个节目在几个星期前

its getting harder and harder to sing 它越来越难唱

and it is hard to focus on my guitar 这是很难把重点放在我的吉他

playing when inside a baby is kicking 婴儿内时打脚踢

   

At first I was sad and scared 起初我很伤心又害怕

cause this is all I know how to do 造成这一切，我知道该怎么做

then John and Peter played standing up 随后约翰和彼得出场站起来

sometimes something will change and that change 有时会有些改变，这种改变

will change you. 会改变你。

   

then I thought back to six years ago 后来我回想起六年前

when Brian Pilkton told me to play 当布莱恩Pilkton跟我玩

he gave me a car, a typewriter, a guitar 他给了我一辆车，一台打字机，吉他

before that all I could do was count days. 在此之前，我所能做的就是数天。

   

then I thought back to before my coma 后来我回想起我昏迷前，

rehab in Tacoma, my junkie roommates 戒毒塔科马，我迷室友

all that I knew how to do was put cigarettes 所有我知道该怎么做了把香烟

out on my self, I took pills and I drank. 出来我自己，我把药丸和我喝。

   

and I thought back to when I was 15 我回想起，当我15岁

how I was squeaky clean, and I wanted to die 我是怎么了干干净净的，我想死

I was feeding the homeless while combating loneliness í同时打击孤独感喂养无家可归

all that I could do was keep living a lie. 所有我能做的就是保持住一个谎言。

   

then I think back to that 12 year old poet 那么我想回到那个12岁的诗人

how she didn't know it was what she would be 她怎么不知道那是什么，她会

all she could do was hide under her bed 所有她能做的就是在她的床上躲

scared to death that somebody might read her diary 吓死了，有人会读她的日记

   

see I have changed and I'll keep on changing 看我变，我会不断改变

and maybe my songwriting will suffer 也许我写歌会受到

but its okay if at the end of the day 但它的好，如果在一天结束时

all i can do next is just be a good mother 我所能做的下一只是做个好妈妈

its okay if at the end of the day all i can do next 它的好，如果在这一天结束时，所有我可以做下一个

is be a good mother. 是做个好妈妈。