with no hopes 没有希望

and my will to live 我的求生意志

barely a care in this world to me 勉强照顾在这个世界上我

i found a way 我发现了一个方法

kidnapped and confined 绑架和局限

within a system designed 设计了一个系统内

to destroy the inncocent child that i use to be 摧毁我使用是inncocent孩子

it stripped me mentally naked 它剥夺了我精神上的裸体

embarrassing my mommas first born 尴尬我mommas最早诞生

did i deserve that kind of fate? 难道我应该是一种缘分？

Was all that was happening to me 是所有的一切对我来说

really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life? 真的写在强大和生活的全强的书吗？

I dont think so 我不这么认为

My tears would soak the pages that i write upon 我的眼泪会泡我写在页面

if i couldn't close the windows to my soul 如果我不能关闭窗口，我的灵魂

and stand strong in the midst of these storms 而站在强这些风暴之中

Maybe my story is 也许我的故事

in some way or another fimilar with yours 在一些这样或那样fimilar与你

is that why this aint even a song 是，为什么这AINT甚至一首歌

but yet you still.. you wanna here this once more 但你却依然..你想在这里再一次

i play this everytime i wanna reflect from 我玩这个，每次我想从反映

which ive come from 其中香港专业教育学院从何而来

to help me see were it is im trying to go 帮我看看是它是我尝试去

and even though grandma and our sisters 而即使奶奶和我们姐妹

left me some time ago 前一段时间给我留下

i still go by and sit on the front porch as if i dont even know 我还是去了，坐在门廊前，就好像我不知道

but im getting better 但IM渐入佳境

my mom 我的妈妈

my two sisters...ebony and tanya 我的两个姐姐......乌木和陈淑庄

destiny 命运

man i got mikey and shocker now 男人我得到Mikey和令人震惊的，现在

my homeboyz 我homeboyz

and those that love me regardless 和那些爱我不管

Diary of a sinner 一个罪人的日记

another entry 另一个入口

i guess i'll finish this tomorrow 我想我会完成这个明天