踌躇

And New York's rebellion called to me excitedly, this savagery which piled great concrete block on concrete block, topping at the last moment as in an afterthought, with crowns as delicate as pinnacled ice; this lavishness which, without a prayer, pillaged coal mines and waterfalls for light, festooning the great nature-severed city with diamonds of frozen electrical phenomena― it fascinated me, the Asian man, and in it I saw not Milton's Satan, but the one of Blake.

而纽约的反叛精神激动着我的心。它的野性将大块混凝土层层垒起，在最后一刻仿佛踌躇再三才加盖，顶部皆似精巧的冰山；它的挥霍未经祈祷便爲获取光明劫掠煤矿和瀑布，用钻石般璀璨夺目的无数电灯装饰这座超脱自然的伟大城市──这一切令我，一个亚洲人心醉神迷。在纽约身上我看到的不是弥尔顿笔下的撒旦，而是布莱克的撒旦。

Then, while a seedy-looking nondescript man carrying a leather bag stood on the steps of St. Paul's Cathedral, and hesitated, for within was what balm, how great a welcome, how many tombs with banners waving over them, tokens of victories not over armies, but over, he thought, that plaguy spirit of truth seeking which leaves me at present without a situation, and more than that, the cathedral offers company, he thought, invites you to membership of a society; great men belong to it; martyrs have died for it; why not enter in, he thought, put this leather bag stuffed with pamphlets before an altar, a cross, the symbol of something which has soared beyond seeking and questing and knocking of words together and has become all spirit, disembodied, ghostly—why not enter in?

那时，一个穿地异常褴褛的男子拎着一个皮革的包站在圣保罗大教堂的阶梯上，踌躇不决的，在那里面充满着安慰，一个多么热烈的欢迎，多少写着墓志铭的坟墓在向他们招手呼唤，胜利的标志并不是献给军队的，而是献给，他认为，那讨厌的寻求真理的精神，而这种精神此刻没有理由的离开了我，还有比这更多的，教堂还能提供伙伴，他想，将邀请你成为社会的一员，伟大的人被葬在了这里，殉教者为它而牺牲，为什么不进去呢，他想着，站在圣坛前将皮包塞满传教的小册子，还有一个十字架，这是一种象征，高高在上的，探索着，寻求着，将不同的词组在一起，形成了一种涵盖一切的精神，无实质的，像鬼魂一样的——为什么不进去呢？

You will not make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You wont be a vice presiden

知已当你伤心落泪时、当你孤独无助时、当你踌躇无措时首先想起的那个人，他就是

I wanted to reach out and touch the pudgy sea baby, but I hesitated, not knowing the rules of this inter-species encounter.

我想伸手去触摸这只胖嘟嘟的海洋宝宝，但还是有些踌躇，不知道该如何处理这种不同种类生物间的交流。

To die, to sleep; TO sleep:perchance to dream: aye,there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause:there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong,the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love,the law's delay, The insolence of office,and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodikin ?

死，就是睡眠；睡眠也许要做梦，这就麻烦了！我们一旦摆脱了尘世的牵缠在死的睡眠里还会做些什么梦，一想到就不能不踌躇。这一点顾虑正好使灾难变成了长期的折磨。谁甘心忍受人世的鞭挞和嘲弄，忍受压迫者虐待、法庭的拖延、衙门的横暴、做埋头苦干的大才受作威作福的小人一脚踢出去，如果他只消自己来使一下尖刀就可以得到解脱啊？

I looked at the rose through the window, but I hesitate to go out into the garden and addressed it directly, although it was waiting there in evident expectation of a first act of homage.

我越过窗望着那朵玫瑰——她带着期待的敬意就在那里，而我踌躇着，犹豫着多么想要走进花园与它亲切的言语。

The world rushes on over the strings of the ...

世界在踌躇之心的琴弦上跑过去，奏出忧郁的乐声。

He felt the scalpel in his hand, and paused a moment.

他试了试手里的手术刀，踌躇了一会儿。

And every speculative scruple will be solved by practical public blessing.

并且每一个推测性的踌躇都将为符合实际的公共祝福所解决。

Before marriage, I had amount of sweet words on you indeed, while you were shilly-shally.

结婚前我是说了不少甜言蜜语，那时你不是颇费踌躇吗？

It goes back to what I told you...

现在回到我告诉过你的。。。

With a supporter in Mr Charest and an admirer in Mr Dumont, Mr Harper may be encouraged to call an election himself.

由于在沙雷那边有个支持者，杜蒙那边有个崇拜者，鼓励哈珀为自己举行一次选举。