Wasting so much time 浪费了这么多时间

wishing and wondering what could I do to recapture my past 希望，不知道我还能有什么夺回我的过去

because all my memories 因为我所有的回忆

seem so much better than anything that I'm feeling today. 似乎因此比任何我今天感觉好多了。

Now its fading away, 现在，它的渐行渐远，

am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left? 我会失去保持的唯一的一块你，我已经离开？

Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind. 为什么容易忘记没事的时候可以把你留下的那个地方。

   

Every night I lie awake 每天晚上我躺在床上

worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more. 担心每一天，我忘了多一点点。

I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget. 我要记住你，这样，当我并不害怕忘记。

Wasted so much time, wishing and wondering. 浪费了这么多时间，希望和疑惑。

And I wasted my time, wishing and wondering. 我浪费了我的时间，希望和疑惑。

Every night I lie awake hoping my tears will dry, 每天晚上我躺在床上，希望我的眼泪会干，

will I ever shut my eyes? 我将永远闭上我的眼睛？