At the time of my last pain 在我的最后的痛苦的时候

I scream, so I can run away 我叫喊，这样我就可以逃走

What I see in front of me 我在我的面前见

Is only the reflection of my insanity 是我精神错乱只反射

   

Throwing me to the present 扔我到现在

Alone almost is despair 几乎仅是绝望

My head throws itself against the wall 我的头抛出自己撞墙

Making my blood flow free of me 让我的血流量无我

To be born again, it'll be a sad destiny 为了重生，这将是一个悲哀的命运

To seek death when it's inside of myself 寻求死亡时，它的自己的内部

I throw up trying to put it out 我扔了试图把它拿出来

I try to sleep sitting on the cold ground 我尝试睡觉坐在冰冷的地上

   

Reminders from the past 从过去的催

Repulsion of the present 目前的排斥

Fear of the future 未来的恐惧

Septic Schizo [X3] 化粪池精神分裂症[ X3 ]

   

Stained by blood on the face 沾满血的脸

I see that my life goes by in front of me 我看到我的生命的流逝在我面前

As an old movie, I feel not proud of anything 作为一个老电影，我觉得不值得骄傲的事情

I've done 我已经做了

I scorn myself with anguish 我瞧不起自己与痛苦

   

My nerves are blowing 我的神经被吹

Inside of me my skin burns 在我里面的，我的皮肤灼伤

I sink my toes on the ground 我沉我的脚趾在地面上

I wanna quit; but I don't wanna enter another place 我要退出;但我不想进入另一个地方

   

I'm marked and wounded, the decaying of my throughts 我标记和受伤，我throughts的衰减

The rotten smell on my skin 腐烂的气味对我的皮肤

The cold body, thrown and forgotten 在冰冷的尸体，扔遗忘

I can see the things, but I'm blinded to the world... 我能看到的东西，但我失明的世界......