She could hear them fucking through those thin hotel walls 她可以通过这些薄酒店的墙壁听到他们他妈的

…She heard baby’s crying, she heard laughter, she heard sirens ？她听到宝宝？哭，她听到的笑声，她听到警笛声

Red and blue lights flashing through those cheap hotel drapes 红色和蓝色的指示灯，通过这些经济型酒店的窗帘闪烁

Blood spilled out on the porcelain 鲜血流出来的瓷器

The bathtub’'s overflowing 浴缸？的溢出

Paralytic states of dependency 依赖麻痹状态

Our waking life’'s just a living dream 我们清醒的生活？只是一个生活的梦想

Agitated states of amazement 惊愕的激动状态

Never quite the woman that she wanted to be 遇不到她想成为的女人

Never quite the woman that she wanted to be 遇不到她想成为的女人

Spread out face down on those stained, cheap hotel sheets 摊开面朝下放在那些染色，经济型酒店床单

She spent the last years of her life running from the boy she used to be 她花了近几年她的生活，从她曾经是男孩跑

Cut her face wide open, shaved the bone down, then pumped her lips up exaggerated, 砍她的脸大大的，剃骨下来，然后抽了她的嘴唇了夸张，

A fucked up kind of feminine à搞砸了一种女人味

Paralytic states of dependency 依赖麻痹状态

Our waking life’'s just a living dream 我们清醒的生活？只是一个生活的梦想

Agitated states of amazement 惊愕的激动状态

Never quite the woman that she wanted to be 遇不到她想成为的女人

Never quite the woman that she wanted to be 遇不到她想成为的女人

Night time at the hotel, there was fighting in the hall 在酒店晚上的时间，有战斗在大厅

Thin chain lock to keep the world out, she held her breath till it was gone 细链锁，以保持世界的时候，她屏住了呼吸，直到它消失了

Standing naked in front of that hotel bathroom mirror, 在酒店浴室的镜子前站立的裸体，

In her dysphoria's affection, she still saw her mother'’s son. 在她烦躁的喜爱，她还是看到了她母亲的？？的儿子。

Paralytic states of dependency 依赖麻痹状态

Our waking life'’s just a living dream 我们清醒的生活“ ？只是一个生活的梦想

Agitated states of amazement 惊愕的激动状态

Never quite the woman that she wanted to be 遇不到她想成为的女人

By the time the ball dropped, it was already over 到时候掉链子，这已经超过

No resolutions for the new year beginning tomorrow 新明年度起的任何决议