the answer came like a shot in the back while you 这句话犹如在后面，而你出手

were running from your lesson, which might explain why years later all you 从教训中运行，所以年后你或许可以解释

could remember was the terror of the question. plus, you weren't listening 能记得是问题的恐惧。再加上，你不听

hard, you were stockpiling canned goods and making a bomb shelter of our 硬，你囤积罐头食品和包装的一个防空洞我们

basement. and i can't believe you let the moral go by while you were soaking in 地下室。我真不敢相信你让道德去了，而你是在浸泡

the product placement. and where was your conscience? where was your 产品布局。哪里是你的良心？这里是你的

consciousness? and where did you put all those letters that you wrote to 意识？和你在哪里把你写的所有这些信件

yourself but could not address? yeah, i'm a good kisser, and you're a fast 自己却无法处理？是啊，我是个好接吻，而你是个快

learner, and that kind of thing could float us for a pretty long time. and 学习者和那种事会漂浮我们一个相当长的时间。和

then one day, you'd realized you've memorized my phone number, and you'll 然后有一天，你会意识到你记住我的电话号码，你就会

call it and find it's a disconnected line. cuz i got tossed out the window of 调用它，发现它是一个断开连接线。因为我得到了扔窗外

love's el camino and i shattered into a shower of sparks on the curb. you 爱的埃尔卡米诺我碎成路边的火花淋浴。您

were smoking me weren't you between your yellow fingers, you just inhaled and 是你的黄手指间吸烟我是不是你，你只是吸入和

exhaled without saying a word. where was your conscience? where was your 呼出的不说一句话。这里是你的良心？这里是你的

consciousness? and what did you do with all those letters you wrote to 意识？和你做了你写的所有这些字母是什么

yourself but could not address? there's a smorgasbord of unspoken poisons, 自己却无法处理？有潜毒药的大杂烩，

the whole childhood of potions that are all bottled up, and so one by one i 整个童年药水的都是瓶装起来的，所以一个接一个我

am dusting off labels, i am uncorking bottles and i am filling up cups. go 很除尘标签，我拔去塞子的瓶子，我填满杯子。去

ahead and have a taste of your own medicine. here i'll have a taste of mine, 未来，有自己的药的味道。这里我有我的味道，

but first lets toast to the lists that we hold in our fists of the things 先让我们来举杯，我们在我们的事情拳头握住名单

that we promised to do differently next time. cuz the answer came like a shot 我们承诺下次会做得更好不同。的Cuz这句话犹如一杆

in the back while you ran from your lesson which might explain why years 在后面，而你从你的课跑到这或许可以解释为什么年

later all you could remember the terror of the question. cause i'm not listening 以后你能记得这个问题的恐惧。原因我不听

to you anymore. my head is too sore and my heart's perforated and i am mired in the marrow of my 到你了。我的头实在太痛，我的心脏的穿孔，我陷入的骨髓我

"well ain't that funny?" bone, learning how to be alone and “好了是不是很好笑？ ”骨，学习如何独处，

devastated. where was my conscience? where was my consciousness? and where 满目疮痍。这里是我的良心？这里是我的意识？并在

do i put all these letters that i wrote to myself but could not address? 做我把所有这些信件，我写​​我自己，但不能处理？