Nebulas bloom, planets collide and comets zoom around the checker board like a bratty little brother on his new blue bike leaving snail trails of ice in his wake 星云绽放，行星碰撞和彗星周围的棋盘放大像在身后的冰他的新的蓝色自行车离开蜗牛小径讨厌的小兄弟

   

Ancient cosmic afterbirth floats helplessly on it's own inertia waiting impatiently for the next bullying gas giant to nudge it towards it's next destination and I sit in a Thai Restaurant basking in the curry, fretting over the uncertainty of the dawn 古代的宇宙胞衣无奈漂浮在它自己的惯性焦急地等待着下一个欺凌天然气巨头轻推它向它的下一个目的地，我坐在一间泰国餐厅晒着咖喱，心乱了黎明的不确定性

   

I need to arm myself like a rodent lower on the food chain readying itself for the next attack from all sides 我要下臂自己像啮齿动物在食物链上准备好自己的来自各方面的下一次攻击

   

The voice inside the box is certain that if I get what he has my armor will be complete, my hole will be filled, and the bombardment will cease 盒子里的声音是可以肯定的，如果我得到什么，他有我的盔甲就完成了，我的洞会被填满，轰击将停止

   

"This sweater does this, that gadget does those, and this magazine will address the most pertinent aspects of my dot, dot, dot, com" and I believe him! I don't want to but I do! “这件毛衣是这种情况，那小工具做这些，而这本杂志将解决我的点，点，点，玉米最重要的内容” ，我相信他！我不想要，但我做的！

   

I am a little kitten in a big, shit filled litter box and I share this facility with a billion other fiercely independent felines who want badly to arm themselves too against the burdens of uncertainty and keep their paws clean in the meantime! meantime, meantime, meantime... 我是一只小猫在一个大的，充满狗屎垃圾箱，我与谁非常想要把自己武装得对不确定性的负担，使他们的爪子清洁处于其间的一名十亿其它非常独立的猫科动物共享该设施！同时，同时，同时...

Yet the more I dig, the more I consume, the more I unfold, the less protected I feel 然而，我越挖，越觉得消费，我越展开，越保护，我觉得

   

I am the spit on the hair of a son of an electron swimming around the nucleus of a cell inside the sperm of a killer bee and my purpose is as nebulous as why we've been bestowed with the capacity to give a shit 我在周围杀人蜂的精子内的细胞核电子游泳的儿子发吐，我的目的是为模糊不清的，为什么我们一直在与赋予给一个狗屎的能力