It's not for lack of percipience that I turned my back, 这不是因为缺乏洞见的，我把我的背，

it's just that I've become so absent from my own train of thought. 这只是我已经成为我自己的思路，以便缺席。

I'm only just treading water...I'm only just treading water. 我才刚刚试水......我才刚刚试水。

I'm only just treading water...I'm only just treading water. 我才刚刚试水......我才刚刚试水。

   

It's not for lack of faith in what was shared that I had to leave, 这不是在什么共同的，我不得不离开缺乏信心，

it's just that I've lost track of all the things you said, 这只是我已经失去了一切，你说的事情的轨道，

and I'm only just treading water, just holding my head above the surface. 而我才刚刚试水，只是抱着表面上我的头。

I'm only just treading water, but it's starting to seep in- 我才刚刚试水，但它开始渗入IN-

a breath to wake me, like the shock of falling as you drift away. 当你渐行渐远了口气叫我，就像坠落的冲击。

I'm just not able to take it all in I'm only just treading water, 我只是不能接受着这一切，我才刚刚试水，

but it's starting to seep in. 但它开始在渗出。

   

I'm not saying there's anyone 我并不是说有任何人

any one thing that's left me floating in the breeze, 剩下的我漂浮在微风中的任何一件事，

or that the earth has pulled me in. I'm just not where I should be. 或者说，地球已经在拉我，我只是不是我应该的。

I've lost track of my own train of thought; 我已经失去了跟踪自己的思路;

and if the venom spills like turgid wine from the mouth 如果毒液泄漏等从嘴肿胀酒

to which I belong, forgive me. 我所属，请原谅我。

I'm only just treading water; 我才刚刚试水;

I'm only just above the surface of what I've become, 我才刚刚什么我已经成为露出水面，

with sleep confined to rotten dreams. 睡眠局限于烂梦想。

   

I'm only just treading water, just holding my head above the surface. 我才刚刚试水，只是抱着表面上我的头。

I'm only just treading water, but it's starting to seep in- 我才刚刚试水，但它开始渗入IN-

a breath to wake me, like the shock of falling as you drift away. 当你渐行渐远了口气叫我，就像坠落的冲击。

I'm just not able to take it all in I'm only just treading water, 我只是不能接受着这一切，我才刚刚试水，

   

I'm only just treading water, 我才刚刚试水，

but it's starting to seep in- a breath to wake me, 但它开始渗透IN-气息唤醒了我，

like the shock of falling as you drift away. 像坠落的冲击，你渐行渐远。

It's all that keeps me here. 这一切都在这里让我。

I'm only just treading water 我才刚刚试水

It's all that keeps me here. 这一切都在这里让我。

I'm only just treading water but it's starting to seep in... 我才刚刚试水，但它开始在渗出......