In a nightmare, I am falling from the ceiling into bed beside you. 在噩梦中，我从天花板掉落在床上你旁边。

You're asleep, I'm screaming, shoving you to try to wake you up. 你睡着了，我尖叫着，推搡你试试把你叫醒。

And like before, you've got no interest in the life you live when you're awake. 和之前一样，你得在你住，当你清醒的生活不感兴趣。

Your dreams still follow storylines, like fictions you would make. 你的梦想依然遵循的故事情节，像小说，你会做。

   

So I lie down against your back, until we're both back in the hospital. 所以，我躺下对你的背部，直到我们都回到了医院。

But now it's not a cancer ward, we're sleeping in the morgue. 但现在它不是一个癌症病房，我们睡在太平间。

Men and women in blue and white, they are singing all around you, 男人和女人在蓝色和白色的，他们唱在你的周围，

with heavy shovels holding earth. 沉重的铁锹持有大地。

You're being buried to you neck. 你被埋葬你的脖子。

In that hospital bed, being buried quite alive now. 在该医院的病床上，被埋葬，现在相当活着。

I'm trying to dig you out but all you want is to be buried there together. 我想挖你出去，但你想要的是一起被埋葬在这里。

   

You're screaming, 你尖叫，

and cursing, 和咒骂，

and angry, 和愤怒，

and hurting me, 和伤害了我，

and then smiling, 然后面带微笑，

and crying, 和哭泣，

apologizing. 道歉。

   

I've woken up, I'm in our bed, but there's no breathing body there beside me. 我已经醒了，我在我们的床上，但没有呼吸的身体出现在我的身边。

Someone must have taken you while I was stuck asleep. 一定是有人采取了你，而我被卡住睡着了。

But I know better as my eyes adjust. 但我知道更好，因为我的眼睛适应。

You've been gone for quite awhile now, and I don't work there in the hospital 你已经走了很长一段时间了，我没有在医院工作有

(they had to let me go.) （他们让我去。 ）

   

When I try to move my arms sometimes, they weigh too much to lift. 当我尝试有时移动我的手臂，它们的重量过多地提起。

I think you buried me awake (my one and only parting gift.) 我想，你埋我清醒（我唯一的临别礼物。 ）

But you return to me at night, 但是你回到我身边，晚上，

just when I think I may have fallen asleep. 当我以为我可能已经睡着了。

Your face is up against mine, 你的脸是起来反对我的，

and I'm too terrified to speak. 而我太害怕说话。

   

You're screaming, 你尖叫，

and cursing, 和咒骂，

and angry, 和愤怒，

and hurting me, 和伤害了我，

and then smiling, 然后面带微笑，

and crying, 和哭泣，

apologizing. 道歉。