Count It All As Lost

I want to believe these words are more than letters to me. I want to believe a covenant to stand the battlefield of time. Many times I've written words holding me to stay pure. Where is the truth in these motions, afterwards feeling motionless? I keep breaking my promises. I keep breaking my word to you and I. I keep breaking my promises. Once again, I'm letting you down. How must a broken man fix his brokenness if he's not the answer? I can't do this on my own. I need you here. Each and every day that passes leaves me worse off than before. Many times I've sworn I wouldn't look back. Never look back. Instead of fighting to be a man I just want to know who I am. Fighting with my fists leaves me bloody and broken almost every single time, so I'm going at it with your strength instead of mine. Please be my strength. I've carried this burden long enough. With a heart of conviction, I've betrayed us both. I have to forfeit. The shame is too much to take. Take the lead and reign over me. You knew you'd find me here. It took me losing sight to count it all as lost, for me to see that I'm finally found. Count it all as lost. There's so much more to gain. Count it all as lost. Take the lead and reign over me. 我想相信这些话是多信给我。我想相信立约要经得起时间的战场。很多时候，我已经写了抱着我留下纯净的言语。凡在这些运动的道理，后来感觉一动不动？我一直在破坏我的诺言。我一直在打破我的话，你和我我把破我的诺言。再一次，我让你失望。如何要一个破碎的人厘定其破碎，如果他不回答吗？我不能在我自己做到这一点。我需要你在这里。每一天过去让我比以前更糟。很多时候，我发誓我不会回头。永不回头。取而代之的战斗是一个男人，我只是想知道我是谁。用拳头打架给我留下血腥和破碎，几乎每一次，所以我在这要和你的力量，而不是我的。请成为我的力量。我已经完成这个包袱足够长的时间。随着定罪心脏，我已经背叛了我们两个。我不得不放弃。耻辱是过多服用。带头的王我。你知道你会找到我这里。我花了不忘算这一切的失落，让我看到，我终于找到了。算上这一切的损失。有这么多收获。算上这一切的损失。带头的王我。