Provision

You give us dreams to wake us up, You say, "Take pride in the provision." When all we see is the face of defeat you say, "Take pride in the provision." My future's finally found me, figured me out. It's painful. It's tough. I never saw it coming. Come as it may, because all of this life is a lesson I'd rather learn then end up in a cold covered up dark grave. These are the words of a man who finally let go. These are the goals of a man who's laid it all down. Losing it all made me realize I am the victim, the culprit, the casualty, and the cause. Losing it all led me to you. Im sick. I need sight. I need help. I need you, and I'm not getting any better. I am the deciever. Im not getting any better. I'm the thief, the whore, the murderer. It's times like these you forget who you are. The way up is down. Truth is found when life throws you out and kicks you to the curb. I'm just as much the problem as the man behind bars. He did with his business what I do in my heart. You wronged me. You crossed me. I'll never let it ruin me. Lessons are learned deep down within my heart. The worst men make the best stories come true. The past is a part of me, but not who I am. I realize my identity is not in what I've seen but in what I believe to be true. I know what I need now. All that was lost is not lost. Even the worst of mankind can't disrupt sovereignty. You've given me the nightmare to wake me up. You say, "Take pride in the provision." You've given me more than enough. You say, "Take pride in the provision." 你给我们的梦想来唤醒我们，你说， “引以自豪的规定。 ”当所有我们看到的是失败面前你说， “引以自豪的规定。 ”我的未来终于找到了我，我想通了。这是痛苦的。它太硬。我从来没有见过它的到来。来吧，因为它可能，因为所有这样的生活是一个教训，我宁愿学习，然后结束在掩盖黑暗的坟墓感冒。这是一个人谁最终放手的话。这是谁的把它全部下来一个人的目标。失去这一切让我意识到我是受害者，罪魁祸首，死亡人数和原因。失去这一切促使我给你。 IM生病。我需要的视线。我需要帮助。我需要你，我没有得到任何改善。我是deciever 。林没有好转。我是小偷，妓女的凶手。这就像这些，你忘了你是谁次。一路涨是跌。事实是，当发现生命抛出你出去，踢你到路边。我只是尽可能多的问题，身陷囹圄的人。他做他的生意我做什么，我的心脏。你冤枉我。你越过我。我永远不会让它毁了我。吸取教训，在我的心脏深处。最不行的人做出最好的故事成真。过去是我的一部分，但不是我是谁。我知道我的身份是不是在我所看到的，但我相信是真实的。我知道我现在需要的。所有这一切都失去了也不会丢失。即使是最糟糕的人类不能破坏主权。你给了我的噩梦醒了我。你说， “引以自豪的规定。 ”你给了我绰绰有余。你说， “引以自豪的规定。 ”