幻灭

It was better than a good meal, better than a rubdown, even better than Mom saying you were her best boy.

当希望几近幻灭时，一个小男孩和它发生了一段温馨的故事。

Such mutterings back and forth Crawling, creeping, here May not escape from loss, but you Are not an accomplice Despite being the initiator of sanguineous desire You do not know about this secretly planned carinival that breaks after disillusion Vows smash into pieces, besides love Nothing achieves survival Fragments, pave the cobbled road Whether in heaven or in hell, judges Face the rigid silence of those dead After the fall A rolling wave puts on its coat, not a stroke of tear stains

如此往复的呢喃着匍匐，蠕动，在这里未必就可以不失去，但你不是同谋尽管成为血红色欲望的始作俑者你并不清楚，这秘密策划的极度狂欢，幻灭之后起誓接连破碎，除爱情之外亦未能幸免于难瓦解的，铺成了碎石子路无论通向地狱或天堂，审判者都面临着罹难人陨落之后最坚忍的沉静滚动的浪潮穿上外套，划不出一道泪痕

Writing this article is my humble attempt to add some clarity to the constant clamor of present day unconscionable self-aggrandizement, and the inevitable pervading disillusionment that will soon be swirling around us.

写这篇文章，试图增加一些愚见清晰现今不断鼓噪不合情理自我开拓，幻灭的必然溥即将盘旋四周。

A certain kind of resignation is involved in willingness to face the truth about ourselves; this kind, though it may involve pain in the first moments, affords ultimately a protection-indeed the only possible protection----against the disappointments and disillusionments to which the self-deceiver is liable.

一开始，这种放弃会是痛苦的，但是却能给你提供一种保护，实际上也是唯一的保护，即对抗失望与幻灭的自欺行为。

A certain kind of resignation is involved in willingness to face the truth about ourselves;this kind, though it may involve pain In the first moments, affords ultimately a protection indeed the only possible protection against the disappointments and disillusionments to which the self-deceiver is liable.

所以，我要对自己恳切地说：不要再欺骗自己吧，不要再迷恋偶像，赶紧从事一种明智的舍弃，某种舍弃是在于愿意正视自己的真相；这一种舍弃虽然最初会给你痛苦，结果却给你一种保障枣唯一可能的保障枣使你不致像自欺的人一般，尝到失望与幻灭的滋味。

I was living in a state of extreme misery and self-pity.

爱作为一种浪漫的体味，在真实的生活中飞速地幻灭了。

And that mystery started to disappear with the sexploitation genre.

而这个神秘感也随着色情电影而幻灭了。

This superb article details not only the general way in which the state used it's assets on the far right to smear and discredit the UK Independence Party, leading its founder, LSE academic Alan Sked, to withdraw, disillusioned, from politics, but also gives us a sidelight on how state assets work in the form of an analysis of a one Dr Aidan Rankin.

这条高超的细节不仅是一般的方式，其中国家用它的资产，就极右派抹黑和诋毁英国独立党，导致其创办人，伦敦经济学者艾伦sked ，撤回，幻灭，从政治，但也给我们提出了侧记就如何对国有资产的工作，在形式的分析，一个博士艾丹伦肯。

But ultimately it was stifling because it sought to embrace in its philosophy every facet of existence.

但它最终幻灭，因为它试图以它的哲学在现实中面面俱到。

As they tear your hope apart, as they turn your dream to shame.

他们将你的希望撕裂，他们让你的梦想幻灭。

Objective To investigate the effects of interleukin-1 β converting enzyme gene on the biologic characteristics of ovarian cancer cells.

目的 探讨白细胞介素-1 β转换酶的表达，对卵巢癌细胞生物学特性的影响。

Campylobacter: This illness is the most commonly identified cause of diarrheal illness in the world.

弯曲：这种病是最常见的原因查明腹泻病，在世界上。