Momma praying for me 妈妈为我祈祷

Grandma praying for me 奶奶为我祈祷

Satan preying on me 撒旦捕食我

Jesus waiting on me 耶稣等着我

'Cause I've been straddling the fence it's time to make decisions 因为我一直在跨越栅栏是时候做决定

I've been thinking about Heaven lately, don't think I'll get in 我一直在想着天堂最近，不要以为我会在

'Cause I've been going back and forth I love the way I'm living 因为我一直在来回我爱我的生活的方式

But I hate it at the same time 'cause I know I'm sinning! 但我讨厌它在同一时间，因为我知道我在犯罪！

And I don't want to be like them hypocritical Christians 我不希望像他们虚伪的基督徒

So I stay away from Jesus completely 'till I'm ready to give Him 所以我远离耶稣完全 ，直到我准备给他

Everything, but that seems like it'll never happen 一切，但好像它永远不会发生

My girl coming over later, you know what's about to happen 我的女孩过来以后，你知道什么是即将发生

Then after some smashing I'm sitting there asking 然后一些粉碎后，我坐在那里问

If eternity in Hell is worth some moments of this satisfaction 如果永远在地狱值得这样满意了一会儿

Man I'm so back and forth! 男人我是如此往复！

   

I'm back and forth like a tug of war 我来回就像拔河

I've been fighting for my life, like I'm trying to get my life right 我一直在争取我的生活，就像我试图让我的生活的权利

And I really want more, and I don't know 我真的想多了，我不知道

Back and forth like a tug of war 来回就像拔河

And I've been fighting for control, and fighting for my soul and this is war 我一直在争取控制，并争取我的灵魂，这是战争

   

I've got two choices 我有两个选择

Both require pain 这都需要痛

One's the pain of change or the pain of staying the same 一个人的变化疼痛或保持相同的痛

One of them leads to joy 其中一个导致快乐

Other one leads to shame 另外一个导致耻辱

One of them leads to freedom the other one keeps me in chains 其中一个通向自由的另外一个让我在链

I wear a cross and give you thanks for my blessings! Ain't that enough?! 我穿的交叉，给你感谢我的祝福！难道这还不够？

Why you want everything?! Can't you leave this part of my life untouched?! 为什么你想要的一切？你不能离开这个我生活的一部分不变？

I thought following you meant I only had to say yes once! 我想跟着你​​的意思我只是不得不说是一次！

Now every day I wake up you give me some cross to take up! 现在，我每天醒来，你能给我一些跨占用！

You really want me to break up with my girl? Now that's too much... 你真的要我分手我的女孩？现在，太多......

I know what's best for me! 我知道什么是最适合我！

You don't understand my complexities! 你不明白我的复杂性！

See I gotta make a living so don't ask where my checks come from! 见我得谋生，所以不要问我在哪里检查来自！

Now I hear you talking, I ain't gone numb! 现在我听你说话，我是不是麻木了！

I know I'm in the dark and I gotta find my way to the Son, 'cause 我知道我在黑暗中，我得找到我的路子，因为

He calling on my name and I know I can't run... 他叫我的名字，我知道我不能运行......

I'm so back and forth... 我是如此往复......

   

I'm back and forth like a tug of war 我来回就像拔河

I've been fighting for my life, like I'm trying to get my life right 我一直在争取我的生活，就像我试图让我的生活的权利

And I really want more, and I don't know 我真的想多了，我不知道

Back and forth like a tug of war 来回就像拔河

And I've been fighting for control, and fighting for my soul and this is war 我一直在争取控制，并争取我的灵魂，这是战争

   

I drown on broken hearts 我淹没在破碎的心

A man full of regrets 一个人充满遗憾

The thrill has left, the empty promises of sin sets 快感已经离开，罪套空头支票

You wanna put treasure inside my hands, but you cease 你想要把宝物在我手中，但你停止

'Cause they're clamped, holding on the sins I won't release 因为他们夹紧，持有的罪，我不会放开

I don't know how to start loving you, and stop doing what I'm doing if I gain you tell me what I'm really losing 我不知道如何开始爱你，不要再做我在做什么，如果我得到你告诉我，我真正失去

You have to change me and my sins I'd never choose Him 你必须改变我和我的罪我从来没有选择他

My heart needs to see something greater than what I'm pursuing so 我的心脏需要看到的东西比什么，我这么追求

Is it true that you give rest to the weary? Can you accept and repair me? 难道你疲倦得平安？你能接受和修复吗？

Do you hear me? It's so clear and now it's painfully apparent 你听到了吗？它是如此清晰，现在它的痛苦明显

That I can't have my sin and my Savior, they're not for sharing 那我不能让我的罪，我的救主，他们没有分享

Anything that I lose to follow you is not a loss 任何事情，我失去了跟随你不亏损

My girlfriend my friends my money even my job 我的女朋友我的朋友我的钱，即使我的工作

But sometimes I believe the lie 但有时候我会相信谎言

That God don't provide for His child when they obey, that's so cray 上帝没有为他的孩子，当他们服从，这就是让克雷

He calling me to freedom, I think that it's time to walk 他叫我自由，我觉得是时候走

I don't see every step but the next is out of the dark 我没有看到每一步，但接下来的就是走出黑暗

I'm the filthiest of them all, but I'm YOURS if you wash me! 我是肮脏的他们全部，但我是你的，如果你洗我！

From that sin, by the blood of that cross! 从这个罪，由十字架上的血！

I'm yours 我是你的