Fourteen years 十四年

Thirty minutes 三十分钟

Fifteen seconds I've 十五秒我已经

Held this grudge 持有这种斗气

   

Eleven songs 十一首歌曲

Four full journals 四个全期刊

Thoughts of punishment 处罚的思考

I've expended 我已经花费

   

Not in contact 不接触

Not a letter 不信

Such communication 这样的通信

Telepathic 心灵感应

You've been vilified 你一直在诋毁

Used as fodder 用作饲料

You deserve a piece 你值得拥有一块

Of every record 每个记录

   

But who's it hurting now? 但谁也伤害了吗？

Who's the one that's stuck? 谁是那个卡住了？

Who's it torturing now 谁是现在折磨

With an antique knot in her stomach? 随着她的肚子古董结？

   

I want to be big and let go 我想成为大和放手

Of this grudge that's grown old 这是斗气的垂垂老矣的

All this time I've not known 这一切的时候，我不知道

How to rest this bygone 怎么休息这个昔日

I wanna be soft and resolved 我想成为柔软和解决

Clean of slate and released 洗涮和发布

I wanna forgive for the both of us 我想原谅了我们俩

   

Like an abandoned house 像一个废弃的房子

Dusty covered 尘土飞扬的覆盖

Furniture 家具

Still intact 依然完好

If I visit it now 如果我现在参观

Will I simply re-live it 我将简单地重新活了

Somehow gratuitous 不知怎的，没来由

   

But who's still aching now? 但谁仍然隐隐作痛呢？

Who's tired of her own voice? 谁是厌倦了她自己的声音？

Who is it weighing down 是谁拖累

With no gift from time of said healing 由于没有从该愈合的时间礼物

   

I want to be big and let go 我想成为大和放手

Of this grudge that's grown old 这是斗气的垂垂老矣的

All this time I've not known 这一切的时候，我不知道

How to rest this bygone 怎么休息这个昔日

I wanna be soft and resolved 我想成为柔软和解决

Clean of slate and released 洗涮和发布

I wanna forgive for the both of us 我想原谅了我们俩

   

Maybe as I cut the cord 也许因为我剪断脐带

Veils will lift from my eyes 面纱将解除从我的眼睛

Maybe as I lay this to rest 也许我躺在这休息

Dead weight off my shoulders will rise 自重过我的肩膀将上升

   

Here I sit 在这里，我坐

Much determined 多少确定

Ever ill-equipped 自从装备很差

To draw this curtain 作出这样的窗帘

How this has entertained 怎么这已受理

Validated 验证

And has served me well 并曾担任我很好

Ever the victim 曾经的受害者

   

But who's done whining now? 但是，谁做的，现在抱怨？

Who's ready to put down 谁的准备放下

This load I've carried longer than I had cared to remember 此负载我再进行比我关心记住

   

I want to be big and let go 我想成为大和放手

Of this grudge that's grown old 这是斗气的垂垂老矣的

For the life of me I've not known 对于我的生活我不知道

How to rest this bygone 怎么休息这个昔日

I wanna be soft and resolved 我想成为柔软和解决

Clean of slate and released 洗涮和发布

I wanna forgive for the both of us. 我想原谅了我们俩。