Staring at the wall, 盯着墙，

I never thought this would be so hard. 我从来没有想过这会是这么难。

How could have I been so close and never known you? 怎么可能我已如此密切，从来不知道吗？

I never knew, I never knew you at all! 我从来不知道，我从来不知道你的一切！

   

You will always be my father but I hope you know, 你永远是我的父亲，但我希望你知道，

It's your fault and I'll never know what that means. 这是你的错，我永远也不会知道是什么意思。

You left a void that never could be replaced. 你留下了空白，从来没有可以替换。

I am dying inside but you will never see! 我要死了里面，但你永远也看不到！

   

I always had hoped that you did not want it this way, 我一直希望你不想这样说，

But no matter how hard I try you always pushed away. 但无论我如何努力尝试，你永远推开。

   

You said you loved me but... 你说你爱我，但...

   

How was I supposed to know 我是如何应该知道

(How was I supposed to know) （我是如何应该知道）

When you left here, 当你离开这里，

You left me here alone? 你离开我一个人在这儿？

Do I ever even cross your mind, 难道我这辈子，甚至在你脑中，

Just for second? 只是第二？

Do you know I'm alive? 你知不知道我还活着？

   

You know I would let you in but you threw everything away. 你知道，我先给你，但你把所有一切。

So tell me what did you get from all of these years of pain? 所以告诉我你是怎么从所有这些年的痛苦得到什么呢？

You have no clue what I've been through, 你不知道我经历过，

But I guess that you wanted it that way! 但我想，你想这样的说法！

   

How was I supposed to know 我是如何应该知道

(How was I supposed to know) （我是如何应该知道）

When you left here, 当你离开这里，

You left me here alone? 你离开我一个人在这儿？

Do I ever even cross your mind, 难道我这辈子，甚至在你脑中，

Just for second? 只是第二？

Do you know I'm alive? 你知不知道我还活着？

   

If you would've been there, 如果您一直在那里，

If you would've stuck around. 如果你会一直呆在那里。

If you would've been there when I needed you, 如果您一直在那里当我需要你，

You would've been 你会一直

You would've been so proud! 你会一直引以为傲！

   

How was I supposed to know 我是如何应该知道

(How was I supposed to know) （我是如何应该知道）

When you left here, 当你离开这里，

You left me here alone? 你离开我一个人在这儿？

Do I ever even cross your mind, 难道我这辈子，甚至在你脑中，

Just for second? 只是第二？

Do you know I'm alive? 你知不知道我还活着？