I wrote her off for the tenth time today 我写了她从第十次今天

And practice all the things I would say 和实践所有的事情我会说

But she came over 但她走了过来

I lost my nerve 我失去了我的神经

I took her back and made her dessert 我带她回来，让她的甜点

Now I know I'm being used 现在，我知道我正在使用

That's okay man cause I like the abuse 这没关系的人，因为我喜欢虐待

I know she's playing with me 我知道她在玩我

That's okay cause I got no self esteem 这没关系，因为我有没有自尊

   

We make plans to go out at night 我们有计划地在晚上外出

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light 我等待着，直到2然后我打开了灯

All this rejection's got me so low 所有这一切都排斥的让我如此之低

If she keeps it up I just might tell her so 如果她保持它了，我也许会告诉她这样

   

When she's saying that she wants only me 当她说只有我，她希望

Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends 然后我不知道为什么，她睡我的朋友

When she's saying that I'm like a disease 当她说我很喜欢的一种疾病

Then I wonder how much more I can spend 然后，我不知道多少我可以花

Well I guess I should stick up for myself 嗯，我想我应该坚持了我自己

But I really think it's better this way 但我真的认为这是更好的这种方式

The more you suffer 你受苦越多

The more it shows you really care 它表明你很在乎的更多

Right? Yeah yeah yeah 对不对？是啊是啊是啊

   

Now I'll relate this little bit 现在，我将与这一点点

That happens more than I'd like to admit 出现这种情况比我想承认

Late at night she knocks on my door 夜深了，她敲我的门

Drunk again and looking to score 又喝醉了，并寻找得分

Now I know I should say no 现在，我知道我应该说不

But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go 但是，这是一种很难的时候，她已经准备好去

I may be dumb 可能是我笨

But I'm not a dweeb 但我不是呆子

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem 我只是一个没有自尊的吸盘