Dear old friend 亲爱的老朋友

I'm writing this to plant an image in your head 我在写这在你的头上种植的图像

For the girl that you fucked and left for dead 对于您性交等死的女孩

After she told me not a word was said 之后，她告诉我，不发一语，据说

But something changed inside me 可是，我改变了我内心

   

And if she wasn't your first 如果她不是你的第一次

I'm making sure she's your last 我正在确定她是你最后一次

It takes such a small human being 它需要这样的小人类

to lose all control and to lust like a fiend 失去所有的控制和欲望就像一个恶魔

   

So keep on praying that her fear keeps you protected 所以要祈求她的恐惧一直保护你

I'll rest my mind 我休息我的心

And let you live on my given time 让你住在我给定的时间

   

I've made this my life 我做了这个我的生活

It left me sleepless at night 这给我留下了失眠的夜晚

I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands) 我看着她的世界分崩离析在你的手中（在你的手中）

   

So tell me 所以请告诉我

was it everything you hoped and dreamed? 这是你的一切希望和梦想？

Her legs pinned down 她的腿牵制

and face shoved deep into your seat 面部猛深入到你的座位

You feel blood, you don't stop, you don't stop, just repeat 你觉得血，你不停止，你再不停止，只是重复

It only makes you harder 它只会让你更难

And this wait has only made me stronger 而这种等待，只让我更加坚强

   

You have no idea how long I've planned this out in my head 你不知道多久，我已经计划了这一点，在我的脑海

   

He just shut his bedroom door for the last time 他只是闭上了卧室的门，最后一次

I'm keeping still, breathing slow, with my hands tight 我仍然保持，呼吸缓慢，用我的双手紧

I feel the demons inside me 我觉得我内心的恶魔

They feel what I feel 他们觉得我的感觉

I am connected through a mindset 我是通过一个连接心态

   

(I fuel the demons inside me （一加油我内心的恶魔

I feel what they feel 我觉得他们的感觉

and we are all connected) 我们都连接）

   

He lays in his bed so hopeless 他奠定了在他的床上如此绝望

I watch the life leave his eyes 我看的生活离开了他的眼睛

Slaughtered the man I despised 屠宰的人，我鄙视

Wrapped up his body in his bed sheets 包裹他的身体在他的床单

My hearts racing faster than this car 我心中赛车比这车快

Did I stab him enough? 难道我刺了他还不够吗？

At least I made it this far 至少我做了这么远

I only wished you could see the look on your mother's face 我只希望你能看到你妈妈的表情

You've truly broken her heart 你真正打破她的心脏

I rest my mind 我休息我的心

So she can finally sleep at night 于是，她终于可以在晚上睡觉

   

I've made this my life 我做了这个我的生活

It left me sleepless at night 这给我留下了失眠的夜晚

I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands) 我看着她的世界分崩离析在你的手中（在你的手中）