Two men entered and I thought I was dreaming. 两名男子进入了，我以为我在做梦。

I heard the sounds of what were laughter. 我听到了什么是笑的声音。

And expected the door to slam off the hinges. 和预期的大门砰然关闭的铰链。

The dark initiates my fear and I tell myself 黑暗中开始了我的恐惧，我告诉自己

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

The blanket weighs 300 pounds pinning me on my stomach. 毯子体重300斤我的胃钉扎我。

Although my eyes are open, I see nothing but a spiraling glow 虽然我的眼睛是睁开的，我看不过是一个螺旋式上升的光芒

that radiates from the alarm clock on the nightstand. 该辐射来自于床头柜上的闹钟。

Hands are gripping me. The sheets are twisted 手被夹住了我。片材被扭曲

I'm suffocating, I smell nail polish. 我窒息，我闻到指甲油。

I picture my mother out in the garden on a spring day I像我的母亲在花园里的春天的一天

Planting new strawberry seeds. 新种植草莓的种子。

The earth aroma as she turns the soil lingers. 大地的芳香，她覆土不散。

I imagine my life as a princess. 我想我的生活，作为一个公主。

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

It's 5:47 a.m. and the sun looks as if it's just about to defeat the night sky. 这是上午5时47分，太阳看起来好像只是要打败夜空。

A battle between good and evil that rages on through centuries unnoticed. 正邪之间的战斗的肆虐百年来被忽视。

My night gown is tangled above my hips. 我的睡衣很纠结上面我的臀部。

I went to sleep with panties on and I smell blood. 我去与内裤睡觉，我闻到血腥味。

My breasts are exposed and sore. 我的乳房暴露和疼痛。

One of them has bite marks. 其中一人咬痕。

Blinding light from the bathroom crushes my eyes. 从浴室耀眼光芒击碎我的眼睛。

I try to stand up and the weight of the world buckles my knees. 我试着站起来，对世界的重量扣我的膝盖。

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

Nothing can hurt me. 没有任何东西可以伤害我。

The dawn breaks and this veil for secrecy I carry around is about to melt. 在天亮这面纱秘密我带着身边即将融化。

Something within my vein explodes. 在我的静脉里爆炸的东西。

And I realize I'm not looking at a portrait now. 我知道我不是在看一个人像现在。

We are all living in it. 我们都住在这。