I envy your demise 我羡慕你的灭亡

I hope it's all you dreamed it would be 我希望这是你梦想这将是

One bullet in this gun 在这把枪一颗子弹

Not sure if it's for you or me 不知道这对你和我

   

I envy your demise 我羡慕你的灭亡

With all the guilt you hid away 所有的内疚，你躲在离

All the lies that I had spun 所有这一切我纺的谎言

And all the times I wished you'd stay 和所有的时候，我希望你留下来

   

Now, all that I'll ever suffer 现在，所有的，我会永远受苦

All that I'll ever be 所有这一切，我会永远

All that I'll ever ruin 所有这一切我永远身败名裂

You can always cover me with makeup 您可以随时掩护我化妆

   

I envy your demise 我羡慕你的灭亡

Seven hundred and fifty degrees 七百五十度

When it burned it smelled like you 当它烧了它闻起来像你

But it scorched and looked a lot like me 但烧焦，看起来很像我

   

I envy your demise 我羡慕你的灭亡

You never said that you'd try 你从来没有说过你会尝试

When I had to lose control 当我失去控制

Lose control to really cry 失去控制，真正哭

   

Now, all that I'll ever abuse 现在，所有的，我会永远滥用

All that I'll ever see 所有这一切，我会永远看

All that I'll ever ruin 所有这一切我永远身败名裂

You can always cover it with makeup 您可以随时带妆遮盖

   

All that I'll ever limit 所有这一切，我会永远限制

All that I'll ever try 所有这一切，我会永远尝试

All that I'll ever trust 所有这一切，我会永远相信

You can always cover it with 您可以随时用它覆盖

   

All that I'll ever abuse 所有这一切，我会永远滥用

All that I'll ever see 所有这一切，我会永远看

All that I'll ever ruin 所有这一切我永远身败名裂

You can always cover it with makeup 您可以随时带妆遮盖