I just want to feel alive. 我只是想觉得活着。

And love myself from the in and the outside. 而爱自己从在和外面。

'Cause every time that I start to feel whole, “因为每次我开始觉得整个过程中，

I knock myself on the ground because it's all that I've known 我敲自己在地面上，因为它是所有我认识

   

Just like the streets burn a hole through your shoe. 就像在街上通过你的鞋烧了一个洞。

My soul has been worn out too, 我的灵魂已经被磨损得，

I'm 25 and I still don't fit in 我25岁，我仍然不适合

Directionless, like a blind man painting 没有方向，就像一个盲人绘画

   

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 母亲，我很抱歉，我不能再这样下去了。

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 救生艇离开带或不带我。

What's the point of falling in love? 什么是谈恋爱的呢？

If I don't love myself. 如果我不爱自己。

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out. 什么是活，如果我要的是出点。

   

So I thought that it only feels right 所以，我认为这只是感觉不错

To make the decisions that endanger my life. 为了使危及我的生命的决定。

Late late at night under black and blue moons. 晚深夜在黑色和蓝色月亮的夜晚。

I question in the reasons that I self-abuse. 我质疑的原因，我的自我虐待。

   

I'm so pathetic. 我好可怜。

It makes me sick. 这让我感到恶心。

I'm a fingerless pianist. 我是一个无指钢琴家。

I see reflections. 我看到的反射。

I clench my fists. í握紧拳头。

I'm a violin without the strings. 我没有琴弦的提琴。

   

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 母亲，我很抱歉，我不能再这样下去了。

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 救生艇离开带或不带我。

What's the point of falling in love? 什么是谈恋爱的呢？

If I don't love myself. 如果我不爱自己。

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out. 什么是活，如果我要的是出点。

   

There is no love. 没有爱。

There's only this: 这里只有这个：

Just lust and lies, and selfishness. 就在欲望和谎言和自私。

A black hole where the sun once was. 黑洞，太阳曾经是。

I'm never falling back in love. 我从来没有回落的爱。

'Cause it has never been enough. “因为它从来就足够了。

   

Ever since I've been a young boy I was alone 自从我是一个小男孩，我独自一人

Now that I've become a man, the feeling's grown. 现在，我已经成为一个男人，感觉的增长。

Through the therapy and through the pills, I can't let go. 通过治疗，并通过药丸，我不能放手。

But what about the fuckin fact: 但是，我们他妈的事实：

I'm still alone. 我依然孤单。

   

What do you do when you got nothing left? 你做什么，当你什么都没有剩下什么？

Give up! Give up! And hope for the best! 放弃！放弃！和最好的希望！

I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick, 我掉进了大海，我，我觉得恶心，

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship. 等待一个无名的救援船。

   

What do you do when you got nothing left? 你做什么，当你什么都没有剩下什么？

Give up! Give up! And hope for the best! 放弃！放弃！和最好的希望！

I fell into the ocean, I and I feel sick, 我掉进了大海，我，我觉得恶心，

Waiting on a nameless rescue ship. 等待一个无名的救援船。

   

Mother I'm so sorry, I can't go on like this. 母亲，我很抱歉，我不能再这样下去了。

The lifeboats are leaving with or without me. 救生艇离开带或不带我。

What's the point of falling in love? 什么是谈恋爱的呢？

If I don't love myself. 如果我不爱自己。

What's the point of being alive if all I want is out 什么是活着的一点，如果我要的是出