And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I could hold my head up high 因为我可以抱我的头高

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I first saw you 自从我第一次见到你

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I could stand on my own two feet again 既然我能再次站在我自己的两只脚

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I could call you 既然我可以给你打电话

   

And everything I can't remember 而一切，我不记得

As fucked up as it all may seem 由于性交，因为它所有的可能似乎

The consequences that I've rendered 我所呈现的后果

I've stretched myself beyond my means 我伸出我超过我的能力

   

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I can say that I wasn't addicted 既然我可以说，我是不是上瘾

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I can say I love myself as well 既然我可以说我爱我自己，以及

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do 自从我走了，性交的事情了，就像我一直做的

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you 但是，所有的那些事，似乎当我与你消失

   

And everything I can't remember 而一切，我不记得

As fucked up as it all may seem 由于性交，因为它所有的可能似乎

The consequences that I've rendered 我所呈现的后果

I've gone and fucked things up again 我已经走了，并再次性交的事情了

   

Why must I feel this way? 为什么要我有这样的感觉？

Just make this go away 只是让这个消失

Just one more peaceful day! 只是一个更和平的一天！

   

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I could look at myself straight 既然我可以看看自己的直

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I said I'm sorry 因为我说对不起

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I've seen the way the candles light your face 因为我已经看到了这样的蜡烛照亮你的脸

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

But I can still remember just the way you taste 但我还记得你刚刚品尝的方式

   

And everything I can't remember 而一切，我不记得

As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me 由于性交，因为它所有的似乎是我知道这是我的

I cannot blame this on my father 我不能对我的父亲责怪这

He did the best he could for me 他做的最好的，他可以为我

   

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I could hold my head up high 因为我可以抱我的头高

And it's been awhile 它已经一段时间

Since I said I'm sorry 因为我说对不起