[Poem: Angel Haze] 【诗：天使阴霾]

Somehow the nights are always the longest 不知怎的，晚上总是最长

I can't look within myself without seeing you first 我不能看在我自己没有先见到你

I can't open up my wounds without worsening hurt 我不能打开我的伤口没有伤恶化

I can't ever get the flowers if I don't pull them from dirt 我不能永远得到花，如果我不从泥土拉不动

I feel you in my sheets 我觉得你在我的床单

See you in cracks as I get nearer to the door 看到你在裂缝在我接近门

Sometimes I walk alone, and I can hear you in the floor screaming, 有时候，我一个人走了，我能听到你在地板上尖叫，

"Why'd you let me drown? Why'd you let me go?" “你为什么让我淹死？你为什么让我去？ ”

And I, I never have the answers 而我，我永远不会有答案

I hear your screams like tears falling from the mountains 我听到你的尖叫声如泪水般从山上掉落

In your eyes such a sharp, sharp pain 在你的眼睛这么尖，锐痛

I can hear and feel you die, hear you calling 我可以听到和感觉到你死了，听到你的呼唤

I hear you calling, but I can't save you 我听到你打电话，但我不能救你

I can't save you 我救不了你

I can't save you one more time 我不能救你一次

I can't look you in your eyes and tell you, "Things will be alright." 我不能看着你在你的眼睛告诉你，“一切都会好起来的。 ”

I can't feed you any lines 我不能养活你的任何行

Get you hooked and reel you in, just to throw you back again and watch you drown 让你大呼过瘾和卷轴你，只是你扔回来了，看着你淹死

All over again 从头再来

And I'm mentally reclined in my mind 而且我精神上倾斜在我心中

Previewing memories of the times when we almost had it 预览时代的记忆，当我们几乎拥有了

When all it took was to grasp it 当时采取了抓住它

When all it took was to grab it 当时采取了抓住它

Clench your fist so tightly around that bliss and be happy 握紧你的拳头紧紧地围绕着幸福和快乐

But somehow the sands of time slipped through our fabric, and stained our existence with that of it's own 但不知何故时间的沙子滑落通过我们的面料，染色我们的存在有它自己的

It was running out on top of us 它是在我们之上运行了

Slowly running out on top of us 慢慢的我们上运行了

And if you can hear me cry in this poem, disregard it 如果你能听见我哭泣在这首诗中，忽略它

Because this is the part where my heart will harden 因为这是部分在我的心脏就会变硬

What do you do with a heart you can't feel? 你做了一个心脏，你感觉不到吗？

Who do you give it to? 谁你给它？

How do you live with it? 你怎么生活呢？

I'm guilt trippin' 我很内疚践踏，

I've packed bags full of sadness 我已经包装袋充满悲情

Remorse, my anger won't let me see past it 悔恨，我的愤怒不会让我看到过去吧

My bloodshot eyes are so tired, I can't seem to see straight 我的血丝都这么累，我似乎无法看到直

It was not supposed to be this way 它不应该是这个样子

It cannot be this way 它不能是这个样子

I remember finding sun in your eyes 我记得我发现太阳在你的眼睛

The stars in your smile 在你的微笑星星

I could walk for miles along the concrete just staring into them 我可以步行数英里沿混凝土只是盯着他们

And now I play keyboards like pianos typing symphonies of misery 现在我玩的键盘就像钢琴打字的痛苦交响乐

Instrumenting our memories 插装我们的记忆

Praying that you'll remember me 祈祷，希望你会记得我

Praying that you'll remember me when my years run out 祈祷，希望你会记得我，当我年用完

When our cycle discontinues 当我们的循环中止

When your fears run out 当你的恐惧用完

Praying that you'll remember me when you move on 祈祷，希望你会记得我，当你继续前进

Praying I'm still your weakness when you grow strong 祈祷我还是你的弱点，当你成长强劲

Never let your heart run out on you 永远不要让你的心脏上，你用完

Never let your heart run out on you... 永远不要让你的心脏上，你跑出来...