Fuck 他妈的

   

These are the hardest four years of my life, 这是最难的4年我的生活，

They walk right by me heads turned with closed eyes. 他们径直由我转过头闭上眼睛。

They don't even see me. 他们甚至不看我。

At night in my house I'm still all alone. 晚上在我家，我依然孤独一人。

This is not a home. 这不是一个家。

They don't even see me. 他们甚至不看我。

   

The scars on my body, they don't even bleed. 在我身上的伤痕，他们甚至不流血。

I never do this for me. 我从来没有为我做。

The scars on my body, they don't even bleed. 在我身上的伤痕，他们甚至不流血。

I only do this for you to see. 我只是这样做给你看。

   

How am I supposed to see through your eyes when you never saw the stars were falling at your feet? 我怎么看到通过你的眼睛，当你从来没有见过的星星都坠落在你的脚下？

   

Is it a song? Is that what they need? 它是一首歌？难道这就是他们需要什么？

For so long I've tried to get them to hear me. 这么久我一直试图让他们听到我。

Picking and stabbing, their words feel like knives. 采摘和刺伤，他们的话感觉像刀子。

Tearing and ripping the seams of my life. 撕裂和抓取我生命的接缝。

   

I've tried to convince them 我试图说服他们

Their words hurt like stones. 他们的话伤害了像石头。

I just wish they'd just leave me alone. 我只是希望他们能就这样离开我一个人。

   

I am on my knees. 我对我的膝盖。

I need you to hear to me. 我需要你听我的。

I am on my knees. 我对我的膝盖。

Hear me, please. 听我说，请。

   

How am I supposed to, to hear what you hear when you never heard the sound of our glass hearts breaking with every tick of the clock when you are gone? 我怎么来，听你听的时候，你从来没有听说过我们的玻璃心与时钟的每一个滴答破音时，你到哪里去了？

   

(How am I supposed to see through your eyes?) （我怎么看穿你的眼睛？ ）

   

I know what you've been through, 我知道你已经经历过的东西，

This hell was my life. 这到底是我的生命。

You have to keep pushing, 你要不断推进，

I've seen through your eyes. 我通过你的眼睛看到的。

   

Your days are like pages, 你的日子就像是网页，

The chapters unread, 该章节读，

You have to keep turning 你要不停的翻动

Your book has no end. 你的书有没有尽头。