I’ve got a lotta things to do tonight 我有一个洛塔今晚的事情要做

I’m so sick of making lists 我很恶心制作名单

Of things I’ll never finish 事情我永远不会结束

I’ve lived here for the last 12 years 我已经在这里住了12年

Since early 1995 all my shit has been in boxes 自1995年年初我所有的狗屁一直在箱子里

But if I had a little more time to kill 但是，如果我有更多一点的时间来杀死

I’d settle every little stupid thing 我会解决每个小傻事

Yeah you’d think that I would 是的，你会认为我会

   

But I’m too tired to go to sleep tonight 但我太累了，去睡觉，今晚

And I’m too weak to follow dreams tonight 而我太软弱遵循的梦想今晚

For the first time in a long time I can say 这是第一次在很长一段时间，我可以说

That I want to try to get better and 我想尝试变得更好，

Overcome each moment 克服每一刻

In my own way 在我自己的方式

   

I wonder if I’ll ever lose my mind 我不知道我会永远失去我的心

I tried hard for awhile 我努力了一段时间

But then I kinda gave up 但后来我有点放弃了

Winter is a killer when the sun goes down 冬季是一个杀手，当太阳下山

"I’m really not as stubborn as I seem," “我真的不是因为倔强，因为我看起来， ”

Said the knuckle to the concrete 所述转向节的混凝土

   

But I’m too tired to go to sleep tonight 但我太累了，去睡觉，今晚

And I’m too weak to follow dreams tonight 而我太软弱遵循的梦想今晚

For the first time in a long time I can say 这是第一次在很长一段时间，我可以说

That I want to try to get better and 我想尝试变得更好，

Overcome each moment 克服每一刻

In my own way 在我自己的方式

   

I’m not saying that I’m giving up 我不是说我放弃了

I’m just trying not to think as much as I used to 我只是试图不去想为我所用尽可能多的

Cause "never" is a lonely little messed up word 因为“从来没有”是一个孤独的小搞砸字

Maybe I’ll get it right some day 也许我会得到它的权利有一天

For the first time in a long time I can say 这是第一次在很长一段时间，我可以说

That I want to try 我想试试

I feel helpless for the most part 我觉得无奈的大部分

But I’m learning to open my eyes 但我学着睁开眼睛

And the sad truth of the matter is 而事情的可悲的事实是

I’ll never get over it 我永远挺过来

But I’m gonna try 但我要去尝试

To get better and overcome each moment 为了获得更好的克服每一刻

In my own way 在我自己的方式

   

I so want to get back on track 我谨此希望重回正轨

And I’ll do whatever it takes 我会不惜一切代价

Even if it kills me 即使杀了我