I've been searching for some answers 我一直在寻找一些答案

To questions I don't know to ask 要的问题，我不知道要问

All bottled up inside my head and never making any sense 所有瓶装了我的脑海里，决不让任何意义

But now I understand 但现在我明白了

   

You see, my thought process is burried deep, beneath a life of self abuse 你看，我的思维过程是埋深，自我虐待的生活之下

There's too much damage to rebuild, and what's left is remains a shield, 有太多的伤害，重建，和剩下的就是仍然是一个盾，

To tame future use 驯服将来使用

   

And as the wagon rolls away I still march on... 而作为旅行车推出远我还是进军...

   

My life is all a waiting game, you wait to feel great but it never stays 我的生活是一个等待的游戏，你就等着感觉非常好，但它永远不会停留

So doctor fill my forged prescription, cause I'm addicted to addictions and blame 所以医生填补我伪造的处方，因为我沉迷于吸毒和责备

   

The past's still presently my home, which keeps recovery on hold 过去的还是现在我的家，这使恢复搁置

I'll escape this strangle hold 我将离开这个卡脖子

   

Look into my eyes, past the lines 看着我的眼睛，过去的行

And you'll see how desperate I am to see clear 你会看到我是多么绝望的我看不清楚

I've tried I swear I've tried, to hide 我试过，我发誓我已经试过了，躲

But when I stand to run I get headstrong and fall 但是，当我站在跑我得到的任性和秋天

   

I stand to fall, yeah 我站在回落，耶

   

Theres one more thing that I'd like to make clear 那里有一个，我想清楚件事

My words are nothing more than days 我的话是不是几天而已

That I have lived and struggled through, only to learn 我生活和奋斗过，只有学习

That things will never change 事情永远不会改变