When I was 10, shit, I believed I could fly 当我10岁，该死的，我相信我能飞

I would just flap my fucking arms and meet with the sky 我只想拍打我他妈的武器和与天空满足

And in my mind I would invision I was speaking with God 而在我的脑海里，我的InVision我在说上帝

And then I chop his fucking fist off and beat him with mine 然后，我砍了他他妈的拳头关闭并打了他与我

But this is just a fucking portion of the war with my mind 但是，这是战争的人和我一样只是一个他妈的部分

So I'm a take you fuckers back into the vortex of time 所以，我是把你不要脸回到时间的漩涡

When I was 7 invision me at the bottom of stairs 当我7 INVISION我在楼梯的底部

And I silently swear that this is the truth no falacy here 我默默发誓，这是真理在这里没有falacy

See I was young man... I was just a toddler a kid 见我年轻的人...我只是一个蹒跚学步的孩子

And he wasn't the first to successfully try what he did 他不是第一个成功尝试他做了什么

He took me to the basement and after the lights would be cut 他把我带到地下室，灯光后，将被削减

He whipped it out in sight of my eyes and forced his cock through my gut 他鞭打它在视线的我的眼睛，通过我的直觉迫使他的阴茎

See it was weird because I felt that I was losing my mind 看到这件事很奇怪，因为我觉得我失去了我的心

And then it happened like it happened like milions of times 然后它发生类似事情发生像次milions

And I would swear that I would tell but then they'd think I was lying 我发誓，我会告诉后来他们会认为我是在说谎

And now the power that he held was like a beacon in mine 而现在，他持有的力量就像在我的一盏明灯

So now I got used to it, I put up with the shit 所以，现在我习惯了，我忍了狗屎

And now my hate was so Vocanicly eruptive and shit 现在我的仇恨是如此Vocanicly喷发和狗屎

But this is nothing 'cause I guess he told his friend what he do 不过这也没什么，因为我猜他告诉他的朋友他做

And they ate it up shit I was like a buffet for 2 他们吃尽了狗屎我就像一个自助2

And then it happened then at home where everybody fucking knew 然后它发生了，然后在家里人人他妈的知道

And they ain't do shit but fucking blame it on youth 他们是不会做的狗屎，但他妈的责怪青年

I'm sorry mom but I really used to blame it on you 对不起妈妈，但我真的来责怪你

But even you by then wouldn't know what to do 但是，即使你那时不知道该怎么办

And now it happened so often that he was getting particular 而现在它发生如此频繁，他特别得到

And I more scared every time I worked in my speed and ventricular 我更害怕每一个我曾在我的速度和心室的时间

One night he came home and I was asleep in my bed 一天晚上，他回到家，我睡着了我的床

He climbed on top of me and forced himself between my legs 他爬在我上面，并强迫自己我的双腿之间

He told me 他告诉我，

"Hey ray, I see you like them popsicle sticks “喂线，我看你像他们一样冰棒棍

So put your mouth on my dick and suck and swallow the spit" 所以把我的鸡巴你的嘴，吸吮和吞咽吐“

And I was confused but I was scared so I did what he said 我很困惑，但让我做了什么，他说我很害怕

I had no idea the affect it would have on my head 我不知道影响它会对我的头

My heart was pumping it was stumping with like tons of my fear 我的心脏被抽它绊倒了我的恐惧像吨

Imagine being 7 seeing cum in yo underwear 想象一下， 7看到暨哟内衣

I know it's nasty but sometimes I'd even bleed from my butt 我知道这是讨厌的，但有时我会甚至从我的屁股流血

Disgusting right, now let that feeling ring through your guts 恶心吧，现在就让这种感觉环通过你的胆量

I thought of offing myself I thought of killing these niggas 我以为海上我自己我想杀死这些黑鬼

Wanted to take a fucking brick and push their teeth through their liver 要拍一个他妈的砖，并通过他们的肝脏推动他们的牙齿

Wanted to smash like the fucking world and burn it's leftover part 要粉碎像他妈的世界，燃烧它的剩余部分

Wanted to rip it out and just fucking step on my heart 想撕了，只是他妈的在我心脏的步骤

Then I grew up and I wasn't within a reach of these men 后来我长大了，我是不是在这些人的到达

But that didn't keep out of motherfucking reach of my sin 但是，这并没有让出我的罪他妈的范围

And psychologically I was just as fucked as they come 上和心理上，我只是作为性交，因为他们来

I was confused I had to prove I wasn't fucked from the jump 我很困惑我必须证明我是不是从跳跃性交

I was afraid of myself I had no love for myself 我怕我自己，我没有爱自己

I tried to kill I tried to hide I tried to run from myself 我试图杀死我试图隐藏我试着从我自己跑

There was a point in my life where I didn't like who I was 这里是我人生的一个点，我不喜欢我是谁

So I create the other people I would try to become 所以我创建了其他的人，我会努力成为

Sexuality came into play and with as scarred as I was 性欲来发挥作用，以作为伤痕累累的我

I was extremely scared of men so I start liking girls 我非常害怕的男人，所以我开始喜欢女孩

I started starving myself fucked up my bodily health 我开始粮源自己搞砸了我的身体健康

I didn't want to be attractive to nobody else 我不希望成为别人的吸引力

I didn't want the appeal wanted to stop my own growth 我不想上诉想阻止我自己的成长

But there's a fucking reason behind every scar that I show 但还有每次我展示伤疤背后他妈的理由

I never got to be a kid so that's as far as I grow 我从来没有要孩子，这样的，据我成长

My mental state is out of date and that's how far as I know 我的精神状态已经过时，这就是如何据我所知

My biggest problem was fear what being fearful could do 我最大的问题是害怕什么是可怕的可以做

It made me run it made me hide it made me scared of the truth 这让我跑这让我躲它让我害怕的真相

I'm not deranged anymore I'm not the same anymore 我不是走火入魔了，我不一样了

I mean I'm sane but I'm insane but not the same as before 我的意思是我很理智，但我疯了，但没有像以前一样

I had to deal with my shit I had to look at my truth 我不得不面对我的屎我必须看看我的真相

To understand that to grow you gotta look at your root 据了解，成长，你得看你的根

I had to cut off the dead I had to make myself proud 我不得不切断死，我不得不让自己感到骄傲

And I'm just standing breathing living proof look at me now 而我只是站在呼吸活生生的证据看，现在我

I made it through everything I made you look like a clown 我经历的一切使得我让你看起来像个小丑

I'm fucking great k fucking hate you nigga look at me now 我他妈的伟大ķ他妈的现在恨你，我的兄弟们看看

And I'm just saying this to tell you there's a way from the ground 而我只是说这跟你有一个从地面的方式

The makings of a legend is often hiden in thorns 一个传奇的气质往往是隐伏在荆棘

So just move on and just be strong and just accept what you can 因此，只要继续前进，只是坚强，只是接受你所能

Because it makes your story better when you read it, the end 因为它使你的故事更好，当你读它，最终

That's the story of every scar that I show 这是每次我展示伤疤的故事

I made it out this a mean nobody's goten before 我做出来这个平均值没有人悟天前

I had to open my wounds I had to bleed till I stop 我打开我的伤口，我不得不流血，直到我停止

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet 谢谢你在这里加入我为我清理我的衣柜

I said I opened my wounds I had to bleed till I stop 我说我开了我的伤口，我不得不流血，直到我停止

Thanks for joining me here as I cleaned out my closet 谢谢你在这里加入我为我清理我的衣柜