(You're going to be listening to some people on this tape today who've experienced anxiety disorder in a very real way. A lot of people have a misconception about anxiety disorder. Obsessive thinking, low self-esteem, panic attacks, anxiety, and fear.) （你会被听取了有关这一带有些人今天谁已经经历了焦虑症的一个非常现实的途径。很多人有一个关于焦虑症的误解。强迫思维，自卑，恐慌，焦虑和恐惧。 ）

   

No question I'm prone to depression 毫无疑问，我容易患抑郁症

Throne made of stone, I am known for aggression 王座石头做的，我称为侵略

Sit home get stoned, no purpose 坐在家里得到砸死，没有目的

Become a servant, feel like I'm worthless 成为一个仆人，觉得我不值钱

Sun turn to darkness, now I'm getting nervous 太阳变成黑暗，现在我越来越紧张

Till I make a purchase and I'm Silver Surfing 直到我进行购买，我银色冲浪

Flying through the stars in the Milky Way 穿过银河系的星星飞

Next day filled with guilt again 第二天又充满了内疚

Emptiness and sadness, used to get a lot done 空虚和悲伤，用来得到了很多做

Now the Devil's in my car riding shotgun 现在，魔鬼在我的车上骑猎枪

(Vicious cycle) （恶性循环）

Mad Child's back like the hot sun 狂虐的背上像烈日

Still shining, redrum redrum 依旧明媚， REDRUM REDRUM

   

(Very uncontrollable thoughts. You're going to lose control.) （非常不可控的想法。你会失去控制。 ）

   

From walking on the Sun with a Pepsi bottle 从走在太阳与百事可乐瓶

Pocket full of cash and a sexy model 口袋里装满了现金和性感模特

Shopping like I just won the lottery 购物就像我刚中了彩票

Then I fell down, hit the ground like pottery, smash 然后，我倒了下去，像打陶地，粉碎

(Manic episodes) （躁狂发作）

Dope, doing drugs like a dummy 涂料，做药物如虚设

Gained a lot of weight with a big fat tummy 获得了很多的重量与一个大胖子的肚子

Didn't have sex, pale skin like a mummy 没有性别，肤色苍白像木乃伊

Crashed the Suburban, almost killed my whole group 坠毁的郊区，几乎杀了我的整组

God saved us, I'm telling you the whole truth 神救了我们，我告诉你全部的真相

Old dude, Clark Kent in a phone booth 老伙计，克拉克·肯特在一个电话亭

(It might scare you) （这可能会吓到你）

I refuse to be old news 我拒绝是旧闻

   

(People with anxiety value control immensely. You're not in control of yourself or in control of your emotions and it might scare you.) （患有焦虑值控制极大。你不是在自己的控制权还是在你的情绪控制，这可能会吓到你。 ）

   

My mind mentally a torture chamber 我的头脑弱智刑场

Complete frustration, approach with anger 完整的沮丧，愤怒的方法

Used to be exciting, white lightning 曾经是令人兴奋的，白色的闪电

Living in a nightmare quite frightening 生活在噩梦很可怕

(Wake up) （醒来）

Aggressive performer, obsessive compulsive disorder 激进的表演，强迫症

Psychotic, dark product of narcotics 毒品的精神，深色产品

I'm bleeding badly in shark waters 我在鲨鱼的水域流了很多血

Hail Marys and Our Father up in Heaven looking down on what he's not proud of 万福玛利亚和我们的父亲在天堂看不起他不骄傲

Evil thoughts, blood, and gun powder 恶念，血，火药

Quit crowded, blue pills and white powder 退出拥挤，蓝色药丸和白色粉末

   

(Take control of your life, take control of your fear. The things that we do are fear-based. Fear and worry can be very very powerful negative forces in your life. If your anxiety is to the point where it's disrupting your lifestyle then you have a problem.) （把你的人生，把你的恐惧控制。 ，我们根本是基于恐惧的，恐惧和担忧是非常非常强大的负面力量在你的生活中，如果你焦虑的地步，它扰乱你的生活，然后你有问题。 ）