Yo this is what happened: 哟，这是发生了什么：

Yo I woke up late it was like 10 in the mornin' 哟，我起晚就好像10的早上，

I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' 我还在半梦半醒昏昏欲睡的眼睛，依然yawnin “

I checked my voice mail to see who'd been callin' 我检查我的语音邮件，看看谁一直在呼唤

I turned on my computer 我打开我的电脑上

Check my email logged on it 阅读我的邮件记录就可以了

Junk mail, junk mail dog-gone-it 垃圾邮件，垃圾邮件的狗不见了，它

Everybody just tryin to sell me they product 每个人都只是试着向我推销他们的产品

But there was one email that just caught my optic 但是，刚好赶上我的视神经一个电子邮件

It said sucidal, took the mouse and clicked on it 它说sucidal ，拿着鼠标点击就可以了

She said " Dear KJ you don't know who I am, 她说：“亲爱的KJ你不知道我是谁，

You probably don't care cause im just another fan. 你可能不关心的原因IM只是一个风扇。

I doubt you ever read this, now but if ya can 我怀疑你读过这一点，但现在如果雅可

Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my hands 有时候，我削减我的手腕，甚至把我的手

And I feel all alone like nobody understands 我觉得孤独就像没有人能理解

And I'm gonna end it tonight I got the whole thing planned 而且我会结束今晚我得到了整个事情策划

Pop pills, leave a note on my night stand 流行药丸，留下一张纸条在我的一夜情

Signed sincerely, Your Number 1 fan 签名真诚，你的1号风扇

   

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Can someone now please help me 可现在的人，请帮我

Will someone now just please help me 会不会有人现在只是请大家帮我

Can someone now please help me 可现在的人，请帮我

Will someone now just please help me 会不会有人现在只是请大家帮我

   

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My heart is poundin as I start to type back 我的心脏poundin我开始键入回

Why do you feel this way do you mind if I ask? 为什么你有这样的感觉，你介意我问？

Whats the source and the cause of the pain that you have 什么的来源，你有疼痛的原因

How did you get this way, is it something from the past 你是怎么得到这个方式，是从过去的东西

God cares about you, I hope you understand that 神在乎你，我希望你明白，

Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write back 请不要结束你的生命，我求求雅，请回信

I finished typin', I sent the email quite fast 我完成typin ，我发送的电子邮件相当快

I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength that I had 我低下头，祈祷一切，我有力量

She said "Man KJ I didn't even know you would write me. 她说： “人KJ我什至不知道你会写我。

Let me explain why noone could ever like me 让我解释一下，为什么没有人可以永远喜欢我

It all started when my father used to strike me 这一切开始时我的父亲曾经打我

Raped and confused every since 1990 强奸，自1990年以来每相混淆

He's gone now but I can't put it all behind me 现在他走了，但我不能把它全部在我身后

I tried to run away but my pain would always find me 我试图逃跑，但我的痛苦会一直找我

Is God really the one who can help me (yes He is) 是上帝真的是一个谁可以帮我（是他）

Signed tonight your Number 1 Fan 签署今晚你的电话号码1番

   

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Dear number one fan I gotta lot to tell you 亲爱的头号粉丝，我得很多要告诉你

But with the email there is only so much I can help you 但是，与电子邮件，只有这么多，我可以帮你

See I know a Father who could never ever fail you 看，我知道父亲是谁也永远不会让你失望

He'll give you a love when nobody ever cared to 他会给你一个爱的时候没人关心，以

I know you might feel like everybody hates you 我知道你可能会觉得每个人都恨你

And you feel like you got noone you can relate to 而且你觉得你有没有人，你可以涉及到

But death feels like the best place to escape to 但死亡的感觉就像逃脱的最佳去处

But thats a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you 但那是撒旦，他只是想告诉你一个谎言

I'm sorry that you were abused, your father raped you 对不起，你被虐待，你的父亲强奸了你

But you gotta get some help cause nobody can make you 但你得给一些帮助因为没有人可以让你

I know its hard to face but God will give you the strength to 我知道它很难面对，但上帝会给你力量

I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work through 我知道你全球有机纺织品标准的很多东西，你得通过工作

But with this help I know that you can break through 但与此帮助我知道，你能突破

I seen it myself all the times He came through 我看的，我都来了，他通过倍

Tell me what you think of what I sent you 告诉我你的想法是什么，我送你

I'll be prayin', Sincerely KJ-52 我会祈祷“ ，真诚的KJ- 52

   

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Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy endin 哟，我会如果我说这个故事有一个快乐的endin故作

But after that night I never heard from her again 但是那天晚上之后，我从来没有听说过她一次

That night I tossed and turned lyin on my bed en 那天晚上，我辗转反侧撒谎在我的床上恩

Cryin and prayin with these thoughts runnin through my head en 哭泣，并与这些思想飞奔穿过我的脑海恩祈祷

Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead en 她做的，把她的生活，或风死了恩

Or did she not choose it, just listened to what I said en 还是说，她没有选择，只是听我说恩

Maybe she never got the last one I was sendin 也许她从来没有得到最后一个我寄来

Was it my fault was it something I shoulda mentioned 是我的错是它事我早该提到

Every mornin I would just check my email 每天早上，我只想检查我的电子邮件

Checkin for any detail, hopin an prayin that shes well 签任何细节，河滨的畲族很好的祈祷

My emails came back sayin that they'd failed 我的电子邮件回来在说，他们会失败

No such address for Number1Fan@hotmail 没有这样的地址Number1Fan @ hotmail的

Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months en 转向数周的天转身个月恩

Time would pass and I just heard nuthin 时间会通过，我只是听说过废柴

No letter no email no not even just somethin 不信没有电子邮件没有甚至不仅事端

What happened to my Number 1 fan I'm still wonderin 发生了什么事给我的1号球迷，我仍然迷惘

   

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