不一直

For ages you've been agonising over certain arrangements that you've known were unfair, but which you've been unable or unwilling to tackle.

长久以来，你一直为自己所知的一些不公平的事情感到苦恼。但是，你一直都不能或不愿意去解决这些事情。

Time to lay claim to the evidence fingerprints sell me out but our footprints washed away from the docks downtown it's been getting late for days and i feel myself deserving of a little time off we can kick it here for hours and just mouth off about the world and how we know it's going straight to hell pass me another bottle, honey the jaeger's so sweet but if it keeps you around, then i'm down meet me on thames street i'll take you out though i'm hardly worth your time in the cold, you look so fierce but i'm warming up because the tension's like a fire we'll hit south broadway in a matter of minutes and like a bad movie, i'll drop a line fall in the grave i've been digging myself but there's room for two six feet under the stars i should have known better than to call you out (on a night like this, a night like this) if not for you, i know i'd tear this place to the ground (but i'm all right like this, all right like this) i'm gonna roll the dice before you sober up and get gone i'm always in over my head thames street i'll take you out though i'm hardly worth your time in the cold, you look so fierce but i'm warming up because the tension's like a fire we'll hit south broadway in a matter of minutes and like a bad movie, i'll drop a line fall in the grave i've been digging myself but there's room for two six feet under the stars time to lay claim to the evidence fingerprints sell me out but our footprints washed away i'm guilty, but i'm safe for one more day overdressed and underage do you really need see an id?

时间觊觎的证据指纹出卖我但我们的足迹冲走从市区码头它已经很晚了天我觉得自己一个小假值得我们可以在这里踢了几个小时和公正的嘴把对世界的以及我们如何知道这将直接进入地狱通过我的另一瓶，蜂蜜在耶格的如此甜蜜但如果它使你周围，那我下我会晤泰晤士街我会带你出去虽然我不值得你的时间在寒冷的，你看看如此激烈但我升温因为像火紧张的我们会击中在几分钟内南百老汇像一个糟糕的电影，我将下降1线下降的严重我一直在挖掘自己但是有两个房间六英尺下的星星我应该知道比给你打电话了（在这样的夜晚，这样的夜晚）如果不是你，我知道我会撕这个地方到地面（但我这样的权利，都喜欢这样的权利）我要去滚骰子在你清醒过来，得到了我总是在我头上泰晤士街我会带你出去虽然我不值得你的时间在寒冷的，你看看如此激烈但我升温因为像火紧张的我们会击中在几分钟内南百老汇像一个糟糕的电影，我将下降1线下降的严重我一直在挖掘自己但是有两个房间六英尺下的星星时间觊觎的证据指纹出卖我但我们的足迹冲走我有罪，但我一个更安全的一天打扮和未成年你真的需要看到一个ID？

How I mis sed that, I'll neverknow, but I'm sure the other messenger boy will peg away at me untill they take me off the payroll or something. Anyhow, the penguin pecked me on the chee k like a kiss and then sat down on my bag like he was patronizing me from the top of so me perch.

我永远也无法知道我怎么就没有注意到吱吱声企鹅他只不过是只企鹅，但是我确信其他送信男孩会一直抓着一直抓着我不放，直到他们把我从在职人员名单在职人员名单上拿下来一直抓着在职人员名单或是怎么的。

Everybody knew that the network is hypothesized is not The real on-line joyful world is only in the spiritual homeland surfer only thinks with ease, although This kind of so-called relaxedness is short actually can also take to a soul respite the space to look for for the exhausted body and mind Relaxation corner However I am not good at before the human revealing my emotion on-line actually not to want to wrap from Oneself always hoped that could find a speech the space to let sentimental the pulse swing along with the network hypothesized metre Unloaded an all accidental click unexpectedly to become in my heart's stories and the sentimental one kind captures Clicked however from the network to the dear friend meets always such carelessly unexpectedly had in the unconscious center Hope worrying with lovesickness On-line sentiment hypothesized also is very by no means real regarding me The emotion really will also seize Will make person unexpectedly to worry and to believe that one will not be the human who understood very much Meets your my heart to fly upwards is being unable to know in advance What is joyful perhaps painful but I has been thinking.

大家都知道，网络是虚拟，是不是真正上线欢乐的世界，只有在精神家园冲浪者认为，只有与安心，虽然这一种所谓relaxedness很短，其实也可以采取一个民族的灵魂，喘息空间，以期待为，为疲惫的身体和心理放松的角落，但我并不善于前人类揭示了我的情感上线，其实并不想打下来，从自己一直希望能找到一个讲话的空间，让感性的脉搏摆动随网络虚拟米卸下一切偶然点击出人意料地成为在我心中的故事和情感上的一种捕捉点击然而，从网络到亲爱的朋友会见总是这样的不小心竟然在无意识中心希望与忧虑思上线意欲假设，也是非常决不是真正的关于我的情绪，真的也将抓住将使人出人意料地担心，并相信到一个不会被人理解的人很满足了您我的心飞向上是无法预先知道是什么欢乐的，也许痛苦，但我一直的想法。

You are too simpleminded I really understand now thatI is a fool I have always been in the fantasy imagine one day we will together At that time, we will work together to fight together to create our life together But now everything is fake Ha ha Well, now there will be no day That desire will not be achieved Will never achieve the Only show that I was too simple-minded Make things too simple Has been silly in that you And so is someone else's mistake And so it was torture to me I now realize that having a change of heart is not everything MA LI LING Now you awake she does not belong to you You are too simple-minded

你太单纯了我真的了解现在的我是一个傻瓜我一直在幻想想像有一天我们会在一起在那个时候，我们将共同努力，打击共同创造我们的生活但现在一切都是假的哈哈那么，现在就不会有一天这个愿望将无法实现将永远不会实现的只能说明我太老实让事情太简单了一直愚蠢的，你，因此别人的错误所以有人对我施加酷刑我现在认识到，拥有改变了主意不是一切马李玲现在你醒来她不属于你你太老实

But you already had your subordinate,but I, only was lonelily go facing all these, why has to injure mesuch deeply, all mistakes all is I, if is not I has no scruples, couldnot cause the today such tragedy, I thought, happy was, but I whichhad to depend on oneself strives for mistakenly, have been happy amtwo people together strive for, but you actually were wholeheartedlythe dual purpose, therefore we have missed happiness, has brewed theresult which could not be recalled In my birthday that day, you have sent the short note to me, reallylets me very happily, I affected have cried, although also is alone aperson, but the feeling is happy, but no matter how, we all couldn'treturn to the past, although this I all could regret for a lifetime, Iactually helpless, only hoped you could be happy Although we did not have the opportunity, but in my heart, I only hada love, I was a single-minded person, I did not have the means to letoneself love second individual again, I could not achieve, you were mythis life only love, only let the person which I paid, but I haveactually been defeated, I all was unable to forgive for a lifetimeoneself, I had said I could always wait for you, was alwayswaiting......

可是你已经有了你的所属，而我，只是孤单地去面对这一切，为什么要伤害我这么深，所有的错误都是我，如果不是我毫无顾忌，就不会酿成今天这样的悲剧了，我以为，幸福是要靠自己去争取的，但是我错了，幸福是两个人共同争取的，而你却是一心两用，所以我们错过了幸福，酿造了不可挽回的结局。在我过生日的那天，你发短信给我，真的让我很高兴，我感动地哭了，虽然又是独自一个人，但是感觉是幸福的，但是不管怎样，我们都回不到从前了，虽然这一辈子我都会遗憾，我却无能为力了，只希望你会幸福。虽然我们没有机会了，但是在我心里，我只有一份爱，我是一个专一的人，我没有办法让自己再去爱第二个人，我做不到的，你是我这一生唯一的爱，唯一让我付出的人，可我却失败了，一辈子我都无法原谅自己，我说过的我会一直等着你，一直等着。。。。。。

I have not even want to think that I would like to disappointment, I am really disappointed, I am too disappointed, I always think that, I have been in fantasy, through their own efforts, and perhaps one day will eventually be Lutao, even in the He can not, I can see him every day will be very happy, apart from him, I do not have any loved one, have not thought about what to love, I can not do without, I could not bear, in my mind only Lutao , There is Lu Tao, but you come back, I understand that all of a sudden, some things even if you are not further the efforts.

我连想都不愿意想，我一想就失望，我真失望，我太失望了，我一直觉得，我一直在幻想，通过自己的努力，也许有一天能最终得到陆涛，哪怕得不到他，我能天天见到他也会很开心，除了他，我没有爱过任何一个人，也没有想过去爱什么人，我离不开，我也舍不得，在我的心里只有陆涛，就有陆涛，可是你又回来了，我一下子明白了，有些东西即使你再努力也是得不到的。

Not asking my love that how deep are you , I am criticized really not coming out , am known you already become my one kind of habit in living , indispensable habit only , every day, can not eat , not going to bed, I dislike that self so-called undividedness , the all the time all the time , our say to self , the shadow being unable to being looked for her really can but have no way not to miss you , true?

不要问我爱你有多深，我真的说不出来，只知道你已成为我生活中的一种习惯，不可或缺的习惯，每天每天，可以不吃饭、不睡觉，却无法不想你，真的，我讨厌自己所谓的专一，一直的一直，我对自己说，得不到真正的找寻她的影子可以吗？

I am most dear L You took me into the seat A Midsummer Night's Dream Only you A pupil of the eye and smile all the world to do with desolation Bright also move the entire hall Is the memory of that A bow Zhang Yi Tai He Yan - I thought It was alleged in the A smile A frown A Diyin A shallow sing A little bit of mottled shadow, for some of the yellowing paragraph in the past Block is a dump destroyed the city wall Or a tie game time This has been like to go on This has been watching you L As with all of the time became the music of the 12 Piaofei In this letter, Play the most beautiful movement All of the notes, where solidification In the slender your fingertips In your hair soft, In it you tired yet bright vision In it you take it lightly but a lot of sincere hand My dear L You see, The accumulation of sweets on the table is not less than the touch heaven A person behind it is not always empty picture At the end of the world it really does not cross the wall in the past In the end it is only a direction too far The sorrow of so many suffering So much of a loss Dihui After all, only in the past of injury Dear I promise After a good smile No longer sad

我最最亲爱的L 是你带我走进了这席仲夏夜之梦也唯有你一眸一笑都带尽了人世苍凉一举一动亦明亮了整个厅堂是记忆中的那一低头一抬掌一阖眼一思量还是那臆想中的一微笑一皱眉一低吟一浅唱一点点斑驳的影子，一段段泛黄的过往是一座座倾圮的城墙抑或是一场场饕餮的时光想这样一直下去一直这样看着你 L 如同所有时光化成了十二张飘飞的乐谱在这个字母上奏出了最华丽的乐章所有的音符凝固在那里在你那修长的指尖在你那柔软的发梢在你那疲惫而不失明亮的眼光在你那淡然却不少真挚的手掌我亲爱的L 你看桌上堆积的甜食并非是触及不到的天堂一个人的背后也并非总是空荡荡的景象世界的尽头是否真的有跨不过去的高墙那终究只是一个太远的方向那么多的悲哀痛苦那么多的低回彷徨终究都只是过往的伤亲爱的答应我以后好好微笑不再悲伤。。。。。

In the gold I do not know when to disappear, but regret is gold, I do not know is the gold or the ignorance of fools gold, or gold, the stupid, because the life of a people to get through, obviously have a look at light, but suddenly disappeared , this has been considered to be friends, the twinkling of an eye has become a fantasy, too naive individual gold each picked him as a diamond stone, but I do not know it was not a stone that suddenly disappeared, the stones told of his dream of gold , gold stone, he also told of the plans, may God缓过gold has not disappeared in the sea to stone, and gold found along the way that people had not thought of lost gold and lost a stone but it is also touch gold He was no light, he also lost the value of gold as a financial one for the mud Pakistan, gold has lost a stone has become a mud Pakistan, and Pakistan that the mud has to be done Have you ever thought of mud Pakistan, and Pakistan has no mud to become the sun above the earth, he knew that one day, sooner or later will become the sun, gold may be done, and may not do, you may also be less than a lifetime, then how do find a rock, or you have to rely on their parents ?

在金子不知到的时候消失，却是让金子感到后悔，不知是金子的无知还是金子的傻，还是金子的笨，一辈子就因该一个人度过，看着明明中有了光芒，却突然消失，本认为是有了朋友，转眼却成为了幻想，金子个人太天真了，每次捡到石头就把他当做钻石，却不知那是不是突然之间那石头消失了，石头告诉金子他的梦想，金子也告诉了石头他的计划，可在金子还没有缓过神来石头消失在海里了，金子以为找到了一路人，却不曾想过要失去，一但金子失去的石头，那摸金子也就没有他原来的光芒，也就失去了他的价值，金子一为财务一为烂泥巴，金子失去了石头就成为了烂泥巴了，那这个烂泥巴有没有想过一直要做烂泥巴了，没有烂泥巴一直想要成为地球上面的太阳，他知道迟早有一天会成为太阳，金子可能作到了，可能没作到，可能一辈子也作不到，那摸石头怎么办了，还是一直依靠父母吗？

What are your goals and strategies for growth?

你的成长目标和策略是什么？

And unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven irits of God, and the seven star I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.

3：1 你要写信给撒狄教会的使者，说，那有神的七灵和七星的，说，我知道你的行为，按名你是活的，其实是死的。