I felt inable, 我觉得inable ，

I was lying on my side 我躺在我的身边

in the same clothes from the very last night. 从非常昨晚一样的衣服。

I wanna pray that I'm doing everything right. 我想祈祷，我做的一切权利。

I saw my mom die for the very first time. 我看到我妈死的第一次。

She was an angel, God took her from the sky. 她是一个天使，上帝把她从天空。

And there's a million other people that I found 还有的是我发现了一个亿的其他人

who cared more than I ever will. 谁关心比我以往任何时候都不会。

   

I held that note out, 我拿着那笔记出来，

I grabbed my bag and I left through the door. 我抓起我的包，我离开了门。

I let my hair grow. 我让我的头发生长。

Put these words on my skin, I cannot relate. 把我的皮肤这些话，我可以不涉及。

   

Would you believe in my songs 你会相信我的歌

if I gave them all to you? 如果我给他们的一切给你？

I can find the strength in my voice 我可以找到我的声音的力量

to call you back and say that everything is bad without you 给你回电话，说一切都是坏的，没有你

and I'm lost again, oh god believe I'm lost again. 而我又输了，哦，上帝相信我再度迷失。

   

I stayed in bed and we took so much that I couldn't even sleep. 我住在床上，我们花了这么多，我什至无法入睡。

I waited so long, 我等了这么久，

though that wasn't even that bad. 尽管这甚至不是那么糟糕。

I never had to be a part of the world 我从来没有成为世界的一部分

and I've been making that a goal for reasons that I cannot explain. 我一直在做的一个目标，其原因我无法解释。

Well I'm an optimist but only in a perfect world. 嗯，我是一个乐观主义者，但只在一个完美的世界。

I think I'm too stained from all the negativity 我觉得我所有的消极之中染色

from all the people in my way. 从所有的人在我的方式。

   

Would you believe in my songs 你会相信我的歌

if I gave them all to you? 如果我给他们的一切给你？

I can find the strength in my voice 我可以找到我的声音的力量

to call you back and say that everything is bad without you 给你回电话，说一切都是坏的，没有你

and I'm lost again, oh god believe I'm lost again. 而我又输了，哦，上帝相信我再度迷失。

   

I took a trip down south and felt the sun on my face, 我花了一趟南下，并认为太阳在我的脸上，

and it made things okay for a second. 它使事情还好一秒钟。

I drew a picture of my problems when I was going insane. 我画了我的问题，一张图片，当我要疯了。

And I focused on the currents. 我专注于电流。

It's the funny thing about it, 这是有趣的事情吧，

I never seem to worry that every single current's not the same. 我似乎从来没有担心每一个当前的不一样。

It's all about position, and where I choose to lay. 这是所有关于位置，在这里我选择埋下了伏笔。

And god I am going away. 上帝，我要走了。