Settle Down

I gave my things away. I called the people that I only see on holidays, this next year's going to burn a hole in me. I spent my weekdays in my car and the weekends drinking hard enough for two. I think I'll settle down one of these days, till I catch my breath. I feel the weight of the world on my back but I'm not feeling sick to death. Because I laid awake in bed and thought of better times. I never want to sleep 'cause I found apathy in laying down and never waking up. I learned a lot today cus' there's a reason why I'll never live the easy way, I'm trying to be real. I wrote down words inside my arm that say "I'll never walk alone" 'cause I get tired. I know I'll have my friends in every way, so I caught my breath, and for the first time I found what I'm looking for. Yeah, I went down. Yeah, I found a way. In the city where my father was born I had a dream I moved out west. I finally found out what I wanted to be so I picked up where I left; and I waited two more years and covered up my ears. I think I'm ready to sing this time. I really think I'm gone. 我把我的东西拿走。我所谓的人，我只看到在节假日，这个明年将要烧了一个洞我。我花了我平日里我的车，周末喝够硬两种。我想我会安定下来有一天，等我喘口气。我觉得世界的重量在我的背上，但我不觉得不舒服到死。因为我躺在床上睡不着，觉得更好的时代。我从来没有想睡觉，因为我发现冷漠的放下，永不醒来。今天我学到了很多CUS “还有一个原因，我将永远活在简单的方法，我想是真实的。我写了我的手臂内侧词说：“我永远不会独行”因为我累了。我知道我有我的朋友们以各种方式，让我抓住了我的呼吸，和我第一次发现我在寻找什么。是啊，我去了。是的，我找到了一种方法。在城市，我的父亲出生我有一个梦想我搬到了西部。我终于找到了我想要的东西是让我拿起在我离开;我等了两年，掩盖了我的耳朵。我想我已经准备好唱这一次。我真的觉得我走了。