[Gunshot] [枪击]

[Operator:] Suicide Hotline, may I help you? [操作： ]自杀热线，有什么可以帮你吗？

[Violent J:] Yeah... Uhh... Well I'm about to fucking kill myself... [暴力记者： ]是啊...呃...好吧，我要他妈的杀了自己......

[Operator:] Listen you don't want to do that, OK? You don't want to do that. [操作： ]听你不想这样做，好不好？你不想这样做。

[Violent J:] I'm gonna... eh... There's so many fucking reasons why I don't even need to be here anymore. [暴力记者： ]我要......嗯......有这么多他妈的原因，我也不需要在这里了。

[Operator:] There's no reason [操作： ]没有理由

[Violent J:] I'm gonna put a slug in my fucking head! [暴力记者： ]我要去把一个塞在我他妈的头！

[Operator:] You don't want to do that, you want to be here on Earth, OK? [操作：]你不想做，你想在地球上，好不好？

[Violent J:] Fuck that shit man! I got a gun right now. [暴力记者： ]他妈的狗屎男人！我有一支枪现在。

[Operator:] Put it away [操作： ]把它扔掉

[Violent J:] ...and I got it right under my chin, man, fuck that! [暴力记者： ] ...而我得到它的权利在我的下巴的男人，他妈的！

[Operator:] Take it away from your chin. [操作： ]把它远离你的下巴。

[Violent J:] I'm gonna blow my head all over the fucking ceiling [暴力记者： ]我要去各地他妈的天花板吹我的头

[Operator:] No you're not, OK? [操作： ]不，你不是，好吗？

[Violent J:] Fuck this shit man... [暴力记者： ]他妈的狗屎的人...

[Operator:] Just talk to me, OK? [操作： ]刚才跟我说话，好不好？

   

It ain't no point to me waking up, 它是不是没有点我醒来，

Everybody's time I'm taking up, 大家的时间，我占用了，

I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near, 我有没有人，它不是一个肩膀附近，

I can't stay here & it's colder there, 我不能呆在这里和它的寒冷在那里，

I don't wanna look back 'cause it's gonna hurt, 我不想回头看“的原因，而是会受到伤害，

I slice my wrist & it's gonna squirt, I片我的手腕和它的会喷，

For me everybody holds a hate, 对我来说，每个人都拥有的仇恨，

I get backstabbed & everybody holds the stake, 我得到backstabbed与每个人都持有股份，

It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive, 这是没有路拿，我转了一圈的车程，

Busting at myself & I'm trying to survive, 猛击我自己和我想要生存下去，

I'll disappoint you, & I will let you down, 我会辜负你，与我会让你失望，

And I ain't got many home boys coming around, 我是不是得了许多家庭的男孩在我身边，

You don't understand, so don't say you do, 你不明白，所以不要说你做什么，

I swear I'll put a motherfucking slug in you, 我发誓我会放他妈的塞在你身上，

I'm the only one, 我是唯一一个，

The lonely one, 孤独者，

At home alone loading a gun, thinking "Why not?" 一个人在家装入枪，心想：“为什么不呢？”

   

"Why not? Why would you wanna die? “为什么不呢？为什么你想死吗？

Okay, you have feelings inside your head, okay? 好吧，你有你的脑袋里面的感受，好吗？

I understand that feelings lead to depression 据我所知，感情导致抑郁症

When you have depression, you have a lonely void inside of your heart, okay? 当你有抑郁症，你有你的心脏里面一个孤独的空隙，好不好？

And your heart means everything to the world, okay?" 和你的心脏意味着一切世界，好吗？ “

   

I got court coming up, I stole a truck. 我得到了法庭上来的，我偷了一辆卡车。

I got a bitch pregnant & I'm broke as fuck, 我有一个怀孕的母狗和我分手是他妈的，

I wanna get high but I got piss test, 我想得高，但我有尿测试，

I'm always first name on top of the shit list, 我总是第一个名字上的狗屎居首位，

Get this, the witch has made my chest 得到这个，女巫让我的胸部

It's permanent nightly visiting nest, 它的常设夜间参观鸟巢，

It ain't no clothes that I look good in, 这不是不穿衣服，我看很好，

I'm the motherfucking big red train that couldn't, 我他妈的大红色的列车不能，

I got no family, I stole they shit, 我没有家人，我偷了他们拉屎，

Restraining orders & I still won't quit, 限制令和我还是不会放弃，

I hit rock bottom & then I fell in a hole 我打到谷底＆然后我爱上了一个洞

And then I fell through the floor of that hole some more, 然后，我通过孔多一些的楼掉下来，

I been missing for a year, nobody's looking, 我一直失踪了一年，没有人看，

I got beat down & my shit tooken, 我被打下来与我的屎托克，

I look ahead & all I see is more of the same, 我期待未来与我看到的是更多的相同，

Or this self-inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain 或者这自找的弹孔涌出我的大脑

   

"Ooooooookay, I understand that you're in pain, okay? “ Ooooooookay ，据我所知，你在痛苦中，好吗？

I understand everything you're going through 我知道你正在经历的一切

I've been there myself, okay? 我已经有我自己，好吗？

Now, your pain is my pain, 现在，你的痛苦就是我的痛苦，

Alright? And I feel your pain, and I wanna be your friend 好吗？而且我觉得你的痛苦，我想成为你的朋友

Just me and you, friends" 只有我和你，朋友“

   

I dream about cutting heads off with a shovel, 我梦想切割头关用铲子，

The dreams are getting serious, think I'm in trouble, 梦想越来越严重，觉得我很麻烦，

I don't hold memory for more than an hour, 我不抱存储了一个多小时，

I'm tired as fuck & I'm drained of power, 我已经厌倦了为他妈的和我耗尽电力，

I ain't half way there & I'm all out of time, 我是不是中途有和我都没有时间了，

I'm like a crushed light bulb, all out of shine, 我就像一个破碎的灯泡，全力以赴大放异彩，

I've been around the world but no place is home, 我一直在世界各地，但没有一个地方是家，

I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome, 我想看看另一边，当我面对这个镀铬，

I'm butt naked, I've been jacking off, getting drunk, 我赤裸的屁股，我一直在打手枪，醉酒，

It's my last hours alive, who gives a fuck? 这是我的最后几个小时活，谁给一个他妈的？

It don't matter, 这并不重要，

I'm doing the shit in the garage, 我做的狗屎在车库里，

Trying to make it easier for them to clean my head splaage, 试图使他们更容易清理我的头splaage ，

This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me, 这个婊子我喜欢，我希望她找到我，

Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me 还住在我在我后面的想法椅子

I'm about to do it, 我要做到这一点，

[Beep] [音]

Can you hold for a second? 你可以按住一秒钟？

   

[Operator:] Wait a min! [操作： ]等待一分钟！

   

[Violent J:] Hello? [暴力记者： ]你好？

[Girl:] Hey what's up? [女孩： ]嘿，这是怎么回事？

[Violent J:] Where you at? [暴力记者： ]你在哪里？

[Girl:] Right down the street? [女孩： ]沿着这条街？

[Violent J:] With who? [暴力记者： ]和谁？

[Girl:] My girl Shannon, we were wondering if we could stop by [女孩： ]我的少女香，我们想知道，如果我们能停止

[Violent J:] Well shit yeah... com'on... bye [暴力记者： ]那么狗屎啊... comon ...再见

[Girl:] Really? [女孩： ]真的吗？

[Violent J:] Yeah hey... [暴力记者： ]是啊哎...

[Girl:] I know bring some blunts [女孩： ]我知道带些成风

[Violent J:] Uh huh, alright, bye [暴力记者： ]嗯，好吧，再见

   

[Priest leading in "Lord's Prayer":] [牧师领导的“主祷文” ： ]

So we pray, our father Lord be together. 所以，我们祈祷，我们的父亲主在一起。

Amen. 阿门。