It begins with a dark glowing ember, 它从一个泛着暗烬，

something black burning it's way out of me. 黑色的东西烧它的出路我。

Searing the flesh, 灼热的肌肤，

pain is the only thing I feel, 疼痛是我觉得唯一的东西，

scars all I see. 伤痕我所看到的。

   

Oh no the fire's burning my insides again, 哦不火的再次灼痛了我的内心，

what can I do to silence my desire tonight? 我能做些什么，以我的沉默今晚的欲望？

Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left 火焰消耗的原因，只留下灰烬留下

you will catch me for regretting my decision, 你会抓住我后悔我的决定，

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear, 我不能一直告诉自己，我想听到的，

I can't just close my eyes. 我不能只是闭上双眼。

   

I know that it's killing me, 我知道，它的杀了我，

and it's poisoning the best in me, 它的中毒最好的我，

but I say, I don't want to believe. 但我说，我不想相信。

what I see, I don't want to believe. 我所看到的，我不想相信。

So let me tell you more (tell you more) 让我来告诉你更多的（告诉你更多）

about the lies I lead. 关于我带领的谎言。

   

That is how I choose to douce the flames in gasoline 这就是我选择杜丝汽油火焰

Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head 断牙更换停电记忆在我的脑海

Wreckage from the past haunts me, shake me to the bone (to the bone) 从过去的残骸困扰着我，摇撼我的骨头（到骨头）

I know it's over but I can't go home tonight. 我知道一切都结束了，但我不能回家了，今晚。

   

But after this I feel as empty as the night before, 但在这之后，我觉得空如前一天晚上，

feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more. 感到痛苦，但我还是乞求更多。

Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought 自虐，虚无主义，督促落后的思想

My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it. 我的生活一团糟，我不能找到一种方法来解决这个问题。

   

I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear, 我不能一直告诉自己，我想听到的，

I can't just close my eyes 我不能只是闭上我的眼睛

(my eyes, my eyes, my fucking eyes) （我的眼睛，我的眼睛，我他妈的眼睛）

   

I know that it's killing me, 我知道，它的杀了我，

and it's poisoning the best of me, 它的中毒最好的我，

What I see, I don't want to believe. 我所看到的，我不想相信。

So let me tell you more, tell you more, 让我来告诉你更多，告诉你更多，

about the lies I lead. 关于我带领的谎言。

   

Calling, calling out. 呼唤，呼唤。

The darkest reaches of my soul, 我灵魂最黑暗的河段，

are riddled with self-doubt. 都充满了自我怀疑。

Crawling, crawling out, 爬，爬出来，

my will to fight will more than suffice, 我的战斗意志将超过足够了，

when others would lay down. 当别人会放下。

   

It's only as dark as you make it. 当你做它，它只是为暗。

   

I know that it's killing me, 我知道，它的杀了我，

and it's poisoning the best of me, 它的中毒最好的我，

but I say, I don't want to believe. 但我说，我不想相信。

So let me tell you more, tell you more 让我来告诉你更多，告诉你更多

about the lies I lead. 关于我带领的谎言。