Paranoia is the insect working its way 偏执是昆虫的工作方式

Through my subconscious thoughts 通过我的潜意识

It's the larve of self doubt 它是自我怀疑的幼虫

Gestating in my heart as I spiral down 在我的心脏孕育我盘旋而下

And everything I touch is breaking 而一切，我碰都碎

And it falls to earth in splinters 它落到地球上的碎片

And I shiver as every splinter 我颤抖，因为每个碎片

Finds its way underneath my skin 发现它的方式，我的皮肤之下

And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl 而22年后我仍然可以让我起鸡皮疙瘩

Every shortcoming, a pitfall 每一个缺点一个陷阱

On my way to making amends 我的办法做赔偿

Within myself to be what I became 在自己要什么我就成了

   

Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world 有时感觉就像整个世界

Has made itself my enemy 已使自己成为我的敌人

But I will stand upon my own two feet 但我会站立在我自己的两只脚

And raise my head up 提高我的头

   

I lick my wounds 我舔我的伤口

Trying to cleanse the infection 尝试清洗感染

Rabid and diseased reality fades away 狂热和病态的现实消逝

When I pushed myself too far 当我把自己推得太远

A dream of emotional perfection 情感完美的梦想

Has left a wounded heart 留下一个受伤的心脏

Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me 试图去感知内在的我内心的礼物

It's like squeezing the trigger 这就像挤压扳机

It's like opening fire 这就像开枪

On everyone who's let me down 大家谁是让我失望

On every beautiful lie that is only fiction 在每一个美丽的谎言，这只是小说

For the first time 首次

I'm losing control and I like it 我失去了控制，我喜欢它

Freedom feels like the noose is gone 自由的感觉就像绞索是走了