I've been searching for some questions found in questions I don't know to ask 我一直在寻找的问题，发现了一些问题，我不知道要问

All bottled up inside my head and never making any sense but now I understand 所有瓶装了我的脑海里，决不让任何意义，但现在我明白了

You see my thought process is burried deep beneath a life of self-abuse 你看，我的思维过程是深埋的自虐生活之下

There's too much damage to rebuild and what's left remains a shield to tame future use 有太多的破坏和重建还剩下什么仍然是一个盾牌驯服将来使用

And as the wagon rolls away I still march on... 而作为旅行车推出远我还是进军...

My life is all a waiting game 我的生活是一个等待的游戏

Long waits to feel straight but it never stays 长时间的等待直感觉，但它永远不会停留

So doctor fill my forged prescription cause I'm addicted to addictions and blame 所以医生填补我伪造的处方，因为我沉迷于吸毒和责备

   

The past's still presently my home, which keeps recovery on hold 过去的还是现在我的家，这使恢复搁置

I'll escape this stranglehold somehow 我会以某种方式摆脱这种束缚

   

Look into my eyes, past the lines, and you'll see how desperate I am to see clear 看着我的眼睛，过去的台词，你会看到我是多么绝望的我看不清楚

I've tried I swear I've tried, to hide, but when I stand to run I get headstrung and fall 我试过，我发誓我已经试过了，躲起来，但是当我站在跑我得到headstrung和秋天

   

Yeah I stand to fall 是的，我站在回落

   

There's one more thing that I'd like to make clear 还有一件事，我想澄清

My words are nothing more than days 我的话是不是几天而已

That I have lived and struggled through 我生活和奋斗过

Only to learn, that things will never change.... 只有学习，事情永远不会改变....