I spend a lot of my time drinking 我花了很多我的时间饮用

But I have to say I've spend more thinking 但我必须说，我已经花更多的思考

Of what we could be 是我们可以

And I'm not sure where to go now 而我不知道现在哪里去

Cause lately every time I close my eyes 每次我闭上我的眼睛因为最近

I picture you and me I像你和我

   

And I keep trying to run away, cause being here is killing me 而且我一直试图逃跑，原因是这里是我的命

I've never felt so alone 我从来没有感到如此孤独

   

I'll never forget her 我永远不会忘记她

I gave up everything we had, and went out on my own 我放弃了一切，我们不得不出去了我自己

When the drugs never get me high enough 当药物从来没有让我足够高

And this alcohol goes down so rough 而这种乙醇下降很粗糙

I keep trying but I can't let her go 我一直在努力，但我不能让她走

And I just wanna go back home 我只是想回家

   

If only I could swallow my pride 如果我能吞下我的骄傲

Instead of trying to hide all this pain that I've been in 而不是试图掩盖这一切痛苦，我一直在

My nights could be less cold and lonely 我晚上可以少又冷又孤单

Cause lately every time I close my eyes, I picture you with him 每当我闭上眼睛因为最近，我想象你和他

   

Trapped motionless here, I wish I hadn't turned into this 被困在这里一动不动，我想我没有变成这样

For so long I thought if there's one thing I knew 对于这么久，我想如果有一件事我知道，

Of all the things I would miss 所有的事情我会想念的

You'd be the last on that list 你会是最后的名单上

But I found out what I miss the most is you 但是我发现我最想念的就是你