无助的

I stood helpless on the origin of the coordinates are far from being lonely hearts Gandhi look for this cross, no choice but to magic of childhood dream reflected in the eyes: That clear, such as Nagareizumi flute; Toru, such as the valley of the French horn;-ming, such as Long month, clarinet; the net, such as Pitan harp ...... There are people today have a passion for playing indifferently surging music, poetic chapters like painting.

我无助地站在这坐标的原点上，极不心甘地审视着这孤独的十字架，童年的梦境无奈地幻映在眼前：那清如流泉的长笛；彻如山谷的圆号；明如朗月的黑管；净如碧潭的竖琴……还有被今天的人们淡漠玩却了的激情澎湃如诗似画的音乐篇章。

The reason is that the strange and bitter miracle of life is nowhere elese so evildent as in our youth.and what is the essence of that strange and bitter miracle of life which we feel so poignantly,so unutterably,with such a bitter pain and joy,when are young?

因为青春岁月已将人生的奇妙与辛酸表现得淋漓尽致。我们年轻时，付出极度痛苦的代价深切感受到的，那些痛彻心扉的无可言状的人生的奇妙与辛酸，其实质便是：青春是充裕富足的，我们却如此一贫如洗；青春是强力剽悍的，我们却如此弱小无助；我们动用各种感官去感悟周围世界不可企及的财富与荣耀，已无法想象的坚定信念面对着绚丽人生的整个历程，人们所能知道得最幸运，富裕，美好和幸福的生活，是属于我们的，唾手可得且一劳永逸。

Always lead busy lives, not I like to do so but a reality, you proud of yourself is to let a person feel envy after 80, now just found after 80 helpless and helpless.ear of parents home,Friend to marry, afraid to hear the news, I do not want to have a partner, is really depend on your life to many worries, a boy room, can someone you concern you, girl, although no requirement, but no matter what will make you a savings, lest any accident when nothing, the lowest limit to support yourself too,This time, like cooking slowly found in the kitchen can also have a happy heart agitated, when selling food back, do something like that no one disturb kitchen only I busy, friends will laugh at me crazy, but do not know why, I liked the way to be happy, but rest assured, I do things are very delicious, at least nobody said yuck, maybe they will not believe me, never cook can make sweet-and-sour ribs, red-roast eggplant, eggs, winter melon soup.

一直以来过着忙碌的生活，不是我喜欢而是现实要你这么做，骄傲的觉得自己是让人羡慕的80后，现在才发现80后的无奈和无助害怕回家后父母的责问，害怕听到朋友要结婚的消息，不是我不想有个依靠的另一半，实在是生活要你有很多顾虑，男孩要有车有房，才会有人重视你关注你，女孩虽然没什么要求，但是不管怎样也要让你有点积蓄，免得有意外的时候一无所有，最低的限度也要能养活自己吧，这段时间喜欢上了做饭，慢慢的发现原来在厨房里也可以有快乐哦，心里烦躁的时候卖点菜回来，做自己想吃的东西，没人打搅的厨房里只有我忙碌的身影，朋友们会笑我的痴迷，但是不知为什么，我竟然喜欢上了这样的方式让自己开心，不过放心，我做的东西都是很好吃的哦，至少没人说过难吃的，也许她们不会相信从来不会做饭的我，竟然可以做出糖醋排骨，红烧茄子，皮蛋冬瓜汤，。

To awaken means to realize one's nothingness, that is to realize one's complete and absolute mechanicalness and one's complete and absolute helplessness…When he begins to know himself a man sees that he has nothing that is his own, that is, that all that he has regarded as his own, his views, thoughts, convictions, tastes, habits, even faults and vices, all these are not his own, but have been either formed through imitation or borrowed from somewhere ready-made.

清醒意指了解一个人的一无是处，也就是了解一个人的完全且绝对的机械性以及完全且绝对的无助…当它开始认识自己他便开始看见他没有东西是属於他自己的，也就是说，所有他认为属於他的东西，他种种的见解、想法、深信不疑的、品味、习惯、甚至缺点与恶行，所有这些都不是他自己的，而是形成的，透过模仿或借用某处现成的东西。

Witnessing his fourth loss of the whole year and the first loss after 24 consecutive final wins, I tried to accept the cruelty with calmness. Witnessing him from being strong to weak to helpless, I felt a knife cutting my heart. Witnessing his super strong mental spirit and fortitude, I was touched into deep pain. Witnessing and hearing with my own ears the proud and champion words coming out of this indomitable man, Roger Federer doesn't pull out, I was speechless in describing this incredible man in front of me. Standing in front of him, telling him I'm so proud of him, and ending up everything with a most sincere and warm hands-shaking, even if it was not the expected and good result in the end, who can say it was not a perfect ending for me, just in a different way?

亲眼目睹他今年的第四场失利，二十四场决赛连胜后的第一场失败，我试着平静接受；亲眼目睹他由强大到力不从心到无奈的无助，我心如刀割；亲眼目睹他那非凡的超越常人的精神气和刚强的意志，我感动到心痛；亲眼看着亲耳听到这个顶天立地的男人吐出铿锵有力的字句Roger Federer doesn't pull out，我已经无法用言语来形容眼前这个不可思议的男人；在他面前，亲自告诉他我为他感到无比骄傲，最后以一个真诚而温暖的握手结束这一切，即使结局并不是我所期待的，但谁又能说这不是另一种完美呢？

A young man is so strong,so mad,os certain,and so lost.he has every thing and he is able to use nothing.he hurls the great shoulder of his strength forever against phantantasmal barriers,he is a wave egose power explodes in lost mind-oceans under timeless skies,he reaches out to grip a fume of painted smoke , he wants nothing.in the end,he is destroyed by this own wealth.devoughtless of money or the accumulation of material possessions,he is none the less defeated in the end by his own gerrd a grees that makes the avarice.

年轻人是那么的强壮，那么的狂妄，那么的固执，又是那么的迷茫。他拥有一切，却不会利用。他永无休止地用他那强壮的臂膀撞击着一个个假想的壁垒；他是海中巨浪，在永恒的天空下无助地怒吼；他伸手欲接取一把斑斓的烟雾；他贪欲无穷，他心存对一切欲望的渴求，而最终一无所获。末了，他被自己的力量所毁灭，被自己的欲求所吞灭，而最终一无所获，由于自己的财富而变得贫困。从不考虑积累金钱与财富，最终被自己的贪欲所累，这种贪欲使贪婪迈达斯国王在其面前都相形见绌。

I use an example quoted by Hu Jiaqi:"It is reported that America separates the DNA of a kind of virus by making use of genetic technology and combines it with another kind of DNA. Finally, they get a kind of virulent biological agent called a "pyrotoxin". Someone discloses in private that 20 grams of such a kind of biological agent could result in the global death of 6 billion people due to infection."

我在这里例举胡家奇所引用过的例子："据报道，美国利用转基因技术，将一种病毒的DNA分离出来，与另外一种DNA进行结合，拼结成一种剧毒的"热毒素"生物战剂，且私下有人透露，这种生物战剂只需20克，就可以导致全球60亿人全部感染死亡。"

Waiting, for the queers and the coons and the Reds and the Jews.

等待着疯子和黑人还有红色共产主义者还有犹太人