找死

Love's Inconsistency I find no peace, and all my war is done; I fear hope, I burn and freeze likewise; I fly above the wind, yet cannot rise; And nought I have, yet all the world I seize on; That looseth, nor locketh, holdeth me in prison, And holds me not, yet can I 'scape no wise; Nor lets me live, nor die, at my devise, And yet of death it giveth none occasion, Without eyes I see, and without tongue I plain; I wish to perish, yet I ask for health; I love another, and yet I hate myself; I feed in sorrow, and laugh in all my pain; Lo, thus displeaseth me both death and life, And my delight is causer of my grief.

爱的矛盾我结束了战争，却找不到和平，我发烧又发冷，希望混着恐怖，我乘风飞翔，又离不开泥土，我占有整个世界，却两手空空；我并无绳索缠身枷锁套颈，我却仍是个无法脱逃的囚徒，我既无生之路，也无死之途，即便我自寻，也仍求死不能；我不用眼而看，不用舌头而抱怨，我愿灭亡，但我仍要求康健，我爱一个人，却又把自己怨恨；我在悲哀中食，我在痛苦中笑，不论生和死都一样叫我苦恼，我的欢乐啊，正是愁苦的原因。

I observ'd, that the two who swam, were yet more than twice as long swimming over the Creek, as the Fellow was, that fled from them: It came now very warmly upon my Thoughts, and indeed irresistibly, that now was my Time to get me a Servant, and perhaps a Companion, or Assistant; and that I was call'd plainly by Providence to save this poor Creature's Life; I immediately run down the Ladders with all possible Expedition, fetches my two Guns, for they were both but at the Foot of the Ladders, as I observ'd above; and getting up again, with the same haste, to the Top of the Hill, I cross'd toward the Sea; and having a very short Cut, and all down Hill, clapp'd my self in the way, between the Pursuers, and the Pursu'd; hallowing aloud to him that fled, who looking back, was at first perhaps as much frighted at me, as at them; but I beckon'd with my Hand to him, to come back; and in the mean time, I slowly advanc'd towards the two that follow'd; then rushing at once upon the foremost, I knock'd him down with the Stock of my Piece I was loath to fire, because 1 would not have the rest hear; though at that distance, it would not have been easily heard, and being out of Sight of the Smoke too, they wou'd not have easily known what to make of it: Having knock'd this Fellow down, the other who pursu'd with him stopp'd, as if he had been frighted; and I advanc'd a-pace towards him; but as I came nearer, I perceiv'd presently, he had a Bow and Arrow, and was fitting it to shoot at me; so I was then necessitated to shoot at him first, which I did, and kill'd him at the first Shoot; the poor Savage who fled, but had stopp'd; though he saw both his Enemies fallen, and kill'd, as he thought; yet was so frighted with the Fire, and Noise of my Piece, that he stood Stock still, and neither came forward or went backward, tho' he seem'd rather enclin'd to fly still, than to come on; I hollow'd again to him, and made Signs to come forward, which he easily understood, and came a little way, then stopp'd again, and then a little further, and stopp'd again, and I cou'd then perceive that he stood trembling, as if he had been taken Prisoner, and had just been to be kill'd, as his two Enemies were; I beckon'd him again to come to me, and gave him all the Signs of Encouragement that I could think of, and he came nearer and nearer, kneeling down every Ten or Twelve steps in token of acknowledgement for my saving his Life: I smil'd at him, and look'd pleasantly, and beckon'd to him to come still nearer; at length he came close to me, and then he kneel'd down again, kiss'd the Ground, and laid his Head upon the Ground, and taking me by the Foot, set my Foot upon his Head; this it seems was in token of swearing to be my Slave for ever; I took him up, and made much of him, and encourag'd him all I could.

这时候，我脑子里突然产生一个强烈的、不可抗拒的欲望：我要找个仆人，现在正是时候；说不定我还能找到一个侣伴，一个帮手哩。这明明是上天召唤我救救这个可怜虫的命呢！我立即跑下梯子，拿起我的两支枪--前面我已提到，这两支枪就放在梯子脚下。然后，又迅速爬上梯子，翻过山顶，向海边跑去。我抄了一条近路，跑下山去，插身在追踪者和逃跑者之间。我向那逃跑的野人大声呼唤。他回头望了望，起初仿佛对我也很害怕，其程度不亚于害怕追赶他的野人。但我用手势召唤他过来，同时慢慢向后面追上来的两个野人迎上去。等他俩走近时，我一下子冲到前面的一个野人跟前，用枪杆子把他打倒在地。我不想开枪，怕枪声让其余的野人听见。其实距离这么远，枪声是很难听到的；即使隐隐约约听到了，他们也看不见硝烟，所以肯定会弄不清是怎么回事。第一个野人被我打倒之后，同他一起追来的那个野人就停住了脚步，仿佛吓住了。于是我又急步向他迎上去。当我快走近他时，见他手里拿起弓箭，准备拉弓向我放箭。我不得不先向他开枪，一枪就把他打死了。那逃跑的野人这时也停住了脚步。这可怜的家伙虽然亲眼见到他的两个敌人都已经倒下，并且在他看来已必死无疑，但却给我的枪声和火光吓坏了。他站在那里，呆若木鸡，既不进也不退，看样子他很想逃跑而不敢走近我。我向他大声招呼，做手势叫他过来。他明白了我的意思，向前走几步停停，又走几步又停停。这时，我看到他站在那里，混身发抖。他以为自己成了我的俘虏，也将像他的两个敌人那样被杀死。我又向他招招手，叫他靠近我，并做出种种手势叫他不要害怕。他这才慢慢向前走，每走一二十步便跪一下，好像是感谢我救了他的命。我向他微笑，作出和蔼可亲的样子，并一再用手招呼他，叫他再靠近一点。最后，他走到我跟前，再次跪下，吻着地面，又把头贴在地上，把我的一只脚放到他的头上，好像在宣誓愿终身做我的奴隶。我把他扶起来，对他十分和气，并千方百计叫他不要害怕。但事情还没有完。

If i die tomorrow I'd be allright Dream Theater Because i believe That after we're gone The spirit carries on I used to be frightened of dying I used to think death was the end But that was before I'm not scared anymore I know that my soul will transcend I may never find all the answers I may never understand why I may never prove What i know to be true But i know that i still have to try If i die tomorrow I'd be allright Because i believe That after we're gone The spirit carries on Victoria:"move on, be brave Because i am no longer here But please never let Your memory of me disappear" Nicholas: Safe in the light that surrounds me Free of the fear and the pain My questioning mind Has helped me to find The meaning in my life again Victoria's real I finally feel At peace with the girl in my dreams And now that i'm here It's perfectly clear I found out what all of this means If i die tomorrow I'd be allright Because i believe That after we're gone The spirit carries on Hypnotherapist: you are once again surrounded by a brilliant white light.

如果我死在明天我就是所有权梦剧场因为我相信之后，我们正在经历精神继承从前我害怕死亡从前我认为死亡是完不过，那是以前我不害怕了我知道我的灵魂将超越我可能永远找不到所有的答案我可能永远不会明白为什么我可从来没有证明我所知道的是事实但我知道我仍然要尝试如果我死在明天我就是所有权因为我相信之后，我们正在经历精神继承维多利亚："的大举措，要有勇气因为我已不再在这里但请决不辜负你的记忆力对我的消失"尼古拉斯：安全，在轻环绕箱免费的恐惧和痛苦我的质疑态度已帮我找到意思是我人生的又维多利亚的实质最后，我觉得在和平与女孩在我的梦想现在我来这里它的完全清楚我发现什么所有这一切都意味着如果我死在明天我就是所有权因为我相信之后，我们正在经历精神继承

We went to talk with Overland again, but we found him dead - killed with an acupuncture needle.

我们再次去找Overland，但发现他已经死了，被人用针灸用的针扎死了。

This discretion of conduct had inured to his credit. None the less, he had set two men to chattering: the porter, in the convent, and he knew the singularities of their parlor, and the grave-digger, at the cemetery, and he was acquainted with the peculiarities of their sepulture; in this way, he possessed a double light on the subject of these nuns, one as to their life, the other as to their death.

这种谨慎的作风是为人重视的，他却并不因此而不去找人聊天，他常找的两个人，在修院里，是门房，他因而知道会客室里的一些特别情形；在坟场里，是埋葬工人，因而他知道墓地里的一些独特之处，正好象他有两盏灯在替他照着那些修女们，一盏照着生的一面，一盏照着死的一面。

After the high school graduation, I hoped oneself can go toattend the overseas university, then looks for a good work Every dayalways enjoys work Works has stabilized after, I want with anattractive woman marriage, however a young man daughter Then eachweek holiday all with wife, the daughter exits plays Waits for me thedaughter to grow up, could own survive later I also had the certainsavings, thereupon then looks for a peaceful place with wife in a bigcity to open the family coffee shop, every day is spending theleisurely and carefree life, occasionally exits to a beautiful placetraveling Then compares me wife to predecease After dies I to hopeoneself may bury together with wife under a white birch tree Quietlydoes not have the my life

高中毕业后，我希望自己能去国外上大学，然后找一份好工作。每天都乐此不疲的工作。工作稳定了以后，我想和一个漂亮的女人结婚，然后生一个女儿。然后每周的休息日都和太太，女儿出去玩。等我的女儿长大，可以自己生存了以后。我也有了一定的积蓄，于是便和太太在一座大城市里找一个安静的地方开家咖啡店，每天都过着悠闲的生活，偶尔出去到一个美丽的地方旅游。然后比我的太太先死。死后我希望自己可以和太太一起被葬在一棵白桦树下。寂寂无名的过完我的一生。

He see me, and rode up and says: Whar'd you come f'm, boy?

他看到了我，他一边骑着马往前走，一边说：&你从哪里来的啊，孩子？你想找死么？&

It would be suicide, pure and simple.

这是找死，就这么简单一回事。

But you had to barge into places where you could not be ignored and thus, inviting death.

但是你却选择在最不恰当的地方停留，简直就是找死。

Do you have a death wish or something?

你找死啊你？

Objective To investigate the effects of interleukin-1 β converting enzyme gene on the biologic characteristics of ovarian cancer cells.

目的 探讨白细胞介素-1 β转换酶的表达，对卵巢癌细胞生物学特性的影响。

Campylobacter: This illness is the most commonly identified cause of diarrheal illness in the world.

弯曲：这种病是最常见的原因查明腹泻病，在世界上。