She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers, 她不是天生的厌食症，但现在她受苦，

Staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers. 盯着这些半裸的明星杂志封面。

Feeling pressured by the public. 感到压力的市民。

She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomach. 她仅重90磅但仍吮吸她的肚子。

On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking: 在里面她的纳西族，骗自己，以为：

- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health. - 5斤多会不会危及我的健康。

One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it. 有一天，她可能只是崩溃，她无法避免。

Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet. 太多的不眠之夜花弯腰厕所。

Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic. 呕吐呕吐物，好像她是个酒鬼。

Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it. 祈祷上帝，她从来不相信来阻止它。

Hasn't eaten in weeks, drinks water by the heaps. 曾在数周没有吃过，通过堆喝水。

Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet. 现在，她的样子，她认为，在她的衣柜里的骷髅。

So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted. 如此接近死亡，她可以品尝它，机身看起来浪费了。

Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked. 恨生活，恨你，恨她看起来赤裸的方式。

Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy, 现在，她的感觉昏昏欲睡，糟糕，

Thinking maybe this world's better off without me 也许在想这个世界上最好没有我

   

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

   

She's staring at her belly, she's so scared to touch it, 她盯着她的肚子，她是如此害怕去触摸它，

Imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomach. 想象的感觉，当它踢她的肚子里。

Too late for safe sex, should have used a latex. 太晚了安全性，应该用乳胶。

She can't afford a baby on minimum wage paychecks. 她无法承受婴儿的最低工资标准的薪水。

Her waistline climbs by inches, 她的腰围由英寸攀升，

'Cause she traded in the morning workouts for morning sickness. 因为她在早晨锻炼的孕吐交易。

Feeling nauseous, sleeps on her back cause she's cautious. 感觉恶心，睡在她的背上，因为她的谨慎。

Give life or take life, that's her only options. 给生活或采取的生活，这是她唯一的选择。

Only if she had a magic wand, she'd go back to that night 只有当她有一个魔术棒，她会回到那个夜晚

And put her clothes back on. 并把她的衣服回来。

But she can't change time, or what's growing inside. 但她无法改变的时候，或者是不断增长中。

How could she love something that's barely alive? 她怎么会喜欢的东西，是勉强活着吗？

Her body's aching, shaking, from sweaty palms, and cold sweat. 她的身体的疼痛，颤抖，从手掌出汗，并且冷汗。

Mentally exhausting like phone sex. 精神上用尽像色情电话。

No regrets, life or death, it's high stakes. 没有遗憾，生命或死亡，它的高风险。

'Cause right or wrong, it's only her choice to make. “原因对还是错，这只是她的抉择。

   

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

   

[Side] [方]

- Help! - 救命！

[Girl:] You smell like perfume. That's NOT mine. [女孩：]你闻起来像香水。这不是我的。

[Guy:] Your head's going fucking crazy, Your head is going crazy. [专家： ]你的头是怎么回事他妈的疯了，你的头都快疯了。

Gotta get outta here and look after myself. 得离开这里照顾自己。

[Girl:] What? What's so wrong with me that you can't love me? [女孩： ]什么？这有什么不对我说，你可以不爱我吗？

[Guy:] Look- [盖伊： ]旁视

[Girl:] What is wrong with me? I do everything for you. [女孩： ]什么是我错了？我做的一切都是为了你。

I, I, I make myself look good, I go to the gym. 我，我，我让自己看起来不错，我去健身房。

I, I eat like a fucking rabbit. 我我吃的像他妈的兔子。

I don't, I don't know what else to do. 我不，我不知道自己还能做些什么。

Tell me. 告诉我。

[Guy:] Baby, you don't understand because- [盖伊： ]宝贝，你不知道因为─

[Girl:] What it is I have to do to make you love me. [女孩： ]这是我必须做的，让你爱上我。

   

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。

I'm so sorry for all that I've done, 我很抱歉的一切，我已经做了，

I'm so sorry for what I've become. 我很抱歉，我已经变得。

I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time, 我很抱歉，非常抱歉浪费你的时间，

I can't hold you back 'cause I'm losing my mind. 我不能留住你因为我失去了我的脑海。