It took so long to remember just what happened. 花了这么久才记得刚才发生了什么事。

I was so young and vestal then, 我是那么的年轻，维斯塔然后，

you know it hurt me, 你知道它伤害了我，

but I'm breathing so I guess I'm still alive 但我还在呼吸，所以我想我还活着

even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. 即使迹象似乎告诉我，否则。

I've got my hands bound, 我有我的双手束缚，

my head down , my eyes closed, 我低着头，我闭上眼睛，

and my throat wide open. 和我的喉咙敞开的。

   

Do unto others what has been done to you 不要告诉别人做了什么给你

   

I'm treading water, 我踩水，

I need to sleep a while. 我要睡一会儿。

My lamb and martyre, you look so precious. 我的羊肉和martyre ，你看起来如此珍贵。

Won't you come a bit closer, 你不来有点接近，

close enough so I can smell you. 足够近，所以我可以闻到你。

I need you to feel this, 我需要你感受到这一点，

I can't stand to burn too long. 我不能忍受燃烧时间过长。

Released in this sodomy. 发布此鸡奸。

For one sweet moment I am whole. 一个甜蜜的时刻，我的整体。

   

Do unto you now what has been done to me. 难道你们现在做了什么给我。

   

You're breathing so I guess you're still alive 你的呼吸，所以我想你还活着

even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. 即使迹象似乎告诉我，否则。

Won't you come just a bit closer, 你不来只是有点接近，

close enough so I can smell you. 足够近，所以我可以闻到你。

I need you to feel this. 我需要你这样的感觉。

I need this to make me whole. 我需要这使我的整体。

There's release in this sodomy. 有发布这个鸡奸。

For I am your witness that 因为我是你的见证

blood and flesh can be trusted. 血和肉是可以信任的。

And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind. 而且只有这一个神圣的媒介带给我的一片心意。

   

Got your hands bound, your head down, 有你的双手束缚，你的头，

your eyes closed. 闭上你的眼睛。

You look so precious now. 你看起来很珍贵了。

   

I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this 我已经找到了某种暂时的理智在这

shit blood and cum on my hands. 狗屎血液和暨我的手。

   

I've come round full circle. 我来圆了一圈。

My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon. 我的羊肉和烈士，这将很快结束。

You look so precious. 你看起来很珍贵的。