dear matthew I like you a lot I realize you're in a relationship 亲爱的马修，我喜欢你很多我知道你是在一个关系

with someone right now and I respect 与某人现在，我尊重

that I would like you to know that if you're ever single 我想你知道，如果你是单身过

in the future and you want to come visit me in california 在未来，你要来拜访我在加州

I would be open to spending time with you and finding 我会开到花时间与你寻找

out how old you were when you wrote your first song 你是如何大的时候，你写你的第一首歌曲

   

dear jonathan I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys 亲爱的乔纳森·我喜欢你太多我曾经被吸引到男生

who would lie to me and think solely about themselves and you 谁也骗我，想只关心自己和你

were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time I used to say 很多人自我毁灭了我的口味，在我以前说的时候

the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90's 更悲惨越好，事实是，每当我觉得90年代初的

your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday 你的脸来了一个报复性昨天好像是

   

dear terrance I love you muchly you've been nothing 亲爱的特伦斯我爱你长久地你去过什么

but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive 但开放的善良和情感上提供支持

and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in 并培育和consummately那里等我我一直在画你

and pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep 并推你走我记得是多么美丽入睡

on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time you 在你的沙发上，哭在你面前的第一次

were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what 从它的最佳平台会越过自己是什么

was wrong with me 是我错了

   

dear marcus you rocked my world you had a charismatic way 亲爱的马库斯，你震撼了我的世界，你有一个有魅力的方式

about you with the women and you got me 与女人，你让我对你

seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away 认真思考灵性，你不会让我走

with kicking my own ass but I could never really feel relaxed and looked out 与踢我自己的屁股，但我从来没有真正感到轻松和望出去

for around you though and that stopped us from going any further 在你身边，虽然和美国停止任何进一步的打算

than we did and it's kinda too bad becasue we could've had much more fun 比我们和它有点太糟糕becasue ，我们可能已经有更有趣

   

dear lou we learned so much I realize we won't be able to talk for some time 亲爱的楼，我们学到了很多东西我明白，我们不能谈了一段时间

and I understand that as I do you 据我所知，像我一样，你

the long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could 长距离的事情是最难的，我们做的很好，因为我们可以

we were together during a very tumultuous time 我们一起在一个非常动荡的时刻

in our lives I will always have your back and be curious about you 在我们的生活中，我会一直有你的背部和好奇你

about your career about your whereabouts 关于你的事业你的行踪