I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation. 我看是拯救我的兴衰。

There's so much shit around me. 还有我身边这么多狗屎。

Such a lack of compassion. 这种缺乏同情心。

I thought it would be fun and games (would be fun and games). 我认为这将是有趣和游戏（将娱乐和游戏） 。

Instead it's all the same (it's all the same). 相反，它是完全一样的（这都是一样的） 。

I want something to do. 我想要做的事情。

Need to feel the sickness in you. 需要感受到疾病对你。

   

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again. 我觉得它是我离开的原因，不，不是一次。

It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. 这是相当decieving因为我感觉肉体让我不好。

   

All I'll do is look for you. 我所要做的就是找你。

I know your fix, you need it to 我知道你的修复，你需要它

Just to get some sort of attention, attention. 只是为了得到某种关注，重视。

   

What does it mean to you? 这是什么意思吗？

For me it's something I just do. 对我来说，这件事情我就去做。

I want something. 我想要的东西。

I need to feel the sickness in you. 我需要感觉生病的你。

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again. 我觉得它是我离开的原因，不，不是一次。

It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. 这是相当decieving因为我感觉肉体让我不好。

   

I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not again. 我觉得它是我离开的原因，不，不是一次。

It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad. 这是相当decieving因为我感觉肉体让我不好。

   

Does it make me bad? 它让我不好？