And so it starts from one impurity 所以它从一开始的杂质

held in place by loveless security, 通过无情安全的地方举行，

always thrown around 总是抛来抛去

and beaten by squinted eyes 和殴打眼睛斜视着

that soon bear turned back, abstract views 很快熊转身，抽象的观点

through broken bottles of brandy. 突破了瓶白兰地。

I'm questioned all my life 我问我的一生

why I kept on saying that 为什么我一直说

I didn't even ask to be here, 我什至没有问到这里，

you made that choice for me, 你做了这个选择对我来说，

enrolled me in your schools and church 报名参加我在你的学校和教堂

and in your god forsaken military. 和你的上帝离弃军队。

What cost do I pay for being born of you? 我付出生的你什么样的代价？

My life, enslaved by passions that held away from me. 我的生活，用激情，从我以外举行的奴隶。

Who is my mother? 谁是我的母亲？

Where is her grace? 哪里是她的恩典？

Where is that subtle joy I crave? 有哪一个微妙的喜悦我渴望？

Who is my mother? 谁是我的母亲？

Where is her grace? 哪里是她的恩典？

Where is that subtle joy I crave? 有哪一个微妙的喜悦我渴望？

It's gone, it's gone 它走了，就不见了

or should I say never existed anyway. 或者我应该说永远无法存在。

Blurry winter clouds and snow melted by anger - 模糊寒云和雪被愤怒融化 -

My subscription. My addiction, my addiction. 我的订阅。我的瘾，我的瘾。

If I had one love in this world 如果我在这个世界上有爱的人

If I had one love in this world 如果我在这个世界上有爱的人

If I had one love in this world 如果我在这个世界上有爱的人

If I had one love in this... {you tried to take it away.} 如果我在这个有爱的人... {你试图把它拿走。 }

A pound of nuts is simply not enough to keep my rage at 一斤坚果根本不足以让我愤怒的

A pound of nuts is simply not enough to keep my rage at bay 一斤坚果是根本不够的，让我的愤怒在海湾

and though I didn't kill you. 虽然我没有杀你。

like you tried to do to me. 像你想对我做。

I'm just as guilty 我就像犯

because I would have wanted to be free. 因为我本来想获得自由。